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/ Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:59 PM
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!
Yabu Kota

Yabu -Kun is 20 today!
Old. Hahas~
Putting that aside.
Today was fun. :D
Training was funnnnnn.
Sir tan went through the trouble of preparing breakfast for us.
Aww~
Mum didn't notice me going for training.
LOL. Out of her mind alrd.
Anyway. Blogger gave me problems so im using IE instead.
Whatev.
Actual post was longer. But who cares.
Putting that aside.
Went CWP to meet Sylvester at about 2 plus.
The first thing he said was about my height.
Grr~
Went to the stadium.
CLOSED. lol~ GG.
So we decided to go CWP to Jalan ~
Seriously. Everywhere we went.
He kept commenting about my height.
Such a jerk. -.-
He was like ' bye! faggot.'
ASS.
Whatev, was fun anyway.
Went back to NP.
Spent 30 bucks at Watson.
Hahas. The bought sushi.
Cos, was freakishly hungry.
I frickin' hell wanna change my phone.
And my stupid laptop.
Urgh.
I think i'm sick. -.-
Hot and cold at the same time.
Gonna turn in early.
Oyasumi~
If you could read my mind,
You would know how I feel about you.
/ Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 11:13 PM
Cindy, Nora, Jo ping, Yana & Yours faithfully.

As i was saying.
Well, i have nothing to say.
Except my FB is being flooded with messages.
Which is er, Lol?
Anyway.
Tomorrow will be a tiring day.
Training in the morning.
And going stadium after that.
Hahas. There goes my Saturday.
But it's worth it.
I wonder if i'll be able to go without food tomorrow till dinner.
Ah. Dieting sucks.
I can't eat any of my favorites.
Chocolates ~ Sushi~ Green tea~
Urgh. Major bummer.
The last PE lesson was like.
What the heck. lol.
I didn't eat during lunch.
And so we had to run 6 rounds.
Me, without food, = no energy.
So i chiong-ed for a round.
And then ended up with bad gastric pains.
Damn frickin pain.
Hahas. Hope it won't happen tomorrow.
If not it'll be such a pain.
But, i lost 2.5kg in 3-4 days.
Not bad eh ? Hahas.
But i'm feeling sleepier than usual.
Hahas. Alrights. Gonna turn in early.
So i have plenty of drive to keep me going tmr.
Mata' ashita ~

If only you knew.
/ @ 10:43 PM
Cookies! :D

Minna Genki desu ka?
I'm back after one long week of studying.
Well, a few things to blog about.
I'm sure you guys are anticipating.
HAHAS~
Okay, here goes.
Hmm. Monday was an exceptionally long day.
I mean LONGGGGGGGGGGG~
I Switched off during Physics.
Well, i guess everyone did.
Whatev.
I seriously hate most of my classes.
Except for MT, Math, English, and Science.
Noisy, stupid and irritating environment.
Urgh.
Okay, lets talk about XXX class.
No offense to anyone.
The teacher.
Firstly, is so frickin' unfair.
Bias.
And unreasonable.
I don't even get one crap she is saying.
She teaches one topic and jumps to another in a few minutes.
I mean. Like please.
NxSS, if you want to assign/ hire teachers.
PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
Hire BETTER ONES.
For eg. Miss Thomas / Mdm Reps
Many will know what i am talking about.
The whole school, whoever is taking xxx,
Also says that she sucks at teaching.
She thinks she's funny but she's NOT.
Whatev okay.
I think i'm gonna fail XXX this year.
Urgh.
What makes her think that she is fit,
to make us wait outside class for FRICKIN' 10 minutes,
Which is a total waste of my time.
I don't see her doing the same for the other classes.
So she is a VIP i see ?
Oh. Very Irritating Person.
Right. Then just walk in without showing some basic courtesy.
Like saying ' Sorry i'm late.'
What the hell.
I don't see any point giving feedback to the school.
Because they will ignore it or whatsoever.
Apparently, student welfare isn't considered here.
But please, this is OUR O' level year.
And this kind of standard of teaching?
Is all crap, okay.
What can the school do?
Well, nothing.
It's just the same situation when they sent trainee teachers to teach our class,
when our EOY exams were around the corner.
FYI, Our class isn't one for you to test our your teacher s' abilities okay.
Whatev, it makes my bloody boil.
Putting that aside.
Training today was.. Alright.
Well, good news is, Sir tan called me for interview next week :D
Don't know whether i can pass it, but i hope i do.
Lol. ~
The guys are gonna abandon me for Parade in the next few trainings.
Which is so uncalled for.
Okay, i think this post is long enough.
I'll create a new post ~
/ Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 12:33 AM
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!
SAKURAI SHO!
This is my last post of the week.
And also.
27th January is Kristin s' and Hazman s' birthday.
I can't post during weekdays.
So gomeneh.
Wishing you guys an early birthday ~! :D
Ciaos~
/ Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 9:40 PM
Hidarime Tantei EYE! :D

Minna genki desu ka~
I watched Hidarime tantei EYE on NTV yesterday.
Yama-chan, cho kakkoii! :D
I missed Bloody monday 2 though.
Sad.
Anyways. Yesterday had training.
And Flagstaff people managed to do it in 3 mins 30 secs !
Whee! :D
Poor Joyce and Hongsiang. Ended up with so many blisters.
Hmm. Competition coming up soon.
So flippin' nervous !~
My knee hurts again.
Injury came back during training.
Maybe it was the PT and the constant kneeling down.
Oh well.
My hectic schedule starts tomorrow again.
Life feels like it's replaying over and over again.
Replay replay replay~ Lol.
And i just checked the timetable.
There is like frickin' 2 hours of POA tmr.
Have to see that teacher again. Urgh.
I miss Ms Thomas.
Ms Thomas! Come back and teach~
What a drag.
I have something proud to announce.
I have not touch my homework at all.
GG.
Putting that aside~
Yesterday went to Grandma s' house.
Was quite bored there.
After training just feel like sleeping and all.
Hahas.
So yeah. Stuck with my laptop all day.
Chatted with Sylvester.
Yeah, crapping all day.
With him complaining about my height.
I'm feeling sooooo flippin' depressed.
Thanks dude.
Once again. soon, tonight.
I have to leave my computer again.
Sad.
I had a good nap just now.
Slept from about 1230 - 6pm.
hahas! :D
Replenished my beauty sleep.
So today can ton awhile longer to do homework.
Okays, i guess im done here.
Gotta chiong homework.
Hope this week will not be as tiring.
*Sighs heavily. *
Ciaos~


Baby do you think you could want me too?

/ Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 11:10 PM
Memories

This really brings back memories.
Anyway, minna genki~
Well, here is my post after one whole week.
I miss my blog! :D
Thank you people for keeping it alive.
Well, i'd like to address some issues.
First of all.
To that particular girl out there.
I'm already giving you face by not stating your name.
Whatev.
You frickin' have the guts to tell my friend to keep her hands off your friend.
Hello? Wake up.
First of all.
Who are YOU to tell her off?
Secondly.
You really piss me off by pretending to be innocent IN FRONT OF MY FACE,
Please. I'm not flippin' blind.
I can frickin' see what is going on around in my life.
I never thought you were of this kind of person.
Damn shameless. Or shall i call it, no shame?
So stressed over so many things and i have to deal with all this shit.
I'm not that free.
Please don't talk to me as though you did nothing wrong.
Don't put on a frickin' obvious mask in front of me.
So i'm doing you a huge favor right now,
by not writing your name down.
I'll let the world discover your nature themselves.
Thank me for this.
If you ever read this, i don't flippin' care.
If this is what people call a hypocrite.
Then wa-la~
You're such a 'Good' example of one.
And oh.
Don't sit at the same table as my friend and act as though nothing happened.
Cause, just so you know,
It happened.
....
Putting that aside.
Today was our first training with the sec ones.
Was alright.
Am so tired right now.
Having training tmr.
This whole week is like hell.
Lessons and more lessons.
I think i'm like getting stressed up.
So i flare up at the slightest provocation.
So yeah, for being patient with me this entire week.
Arigatou~
For flaring up randomly, Gomeneh~
Okay, Facebook is getting creepy.
5 days of not touching computer,
Facebook flooded my 3 pages of my mailbox.
Some people also.
Random lameness.
Whatev.
I'm dying to read Breaking dawn.
God. Is it so difficult?
Anyway. I'm ecstatic!
I passed my SP/SC mock exam!~
Omedetou~
Oh oh!~
Yama-chan's show is coming out tmr,
Oh my Gosh~
And so is Bloody monday 2!
Oh well. Gonna sleep now.
Shall rant tmr.
O-YA-SU-MI!










/ Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 10:46 PM

Chinen :D
Minna Genki Desu ka?
Well, the weekend is over.
Unfortunately.
Which means no laptop.
Which also means, no Yama-chan, Chii-chan.
Sighs.*
Went out for dinner just now with Clar and other cousins.
Talked about Valentine s' day.
I was saying that Singaporeans really break the tradition of VD.
It's like, in Japan, the tradition is still there.
Which means, ho-ho.
Lucky babes and dudes.
In Singapore, guys 'can't afford' chocolates for the ladies.
But yet, they can afford their gaming stuffs and all.
Hahas! Come on.
Well, in the end, it is all about face.
Hmm. Found most of my pri school friends on FB.
Hahas. :D
Collected the bursary today.
Saw Zappy.
The whole ceremony was like, flippin' b-o-r-i-n-g.
Wait and wait.
Got 350 bucks though.
Hahas. Bought new contact lens again.
Whee~
Can't wait for new year :D
Well, till next week.
Continue tagging people.
Spam if you like.
Ciaos~

Maybe i was wrong.
/ Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 11:27 PM
CCA OPEN HOUSE 2010


Align LeftI look like a dork. Lol~Whatev.
*Photo credits to Cindy~


Minna genki desu ka?!
Went for CCA open house today.
Was quite a blast, except for the stupid technical difficulties.
Cannot be helped.
I am so flippin' happy today.
Because, many came to take a sit on the swing,
that Hazman, Vincent and Jin hui and Asryaad and I worked on early morning.
Hahas.
And secondly, because a cold war ended. (:
Like most of the teachers and officers came to sit on the swing.
Lol~ And so many sec ones.
Cho kawaii~
Will post more pictures when i get them from the officers.
So just bear with it. lol~
Well. I took like 2-3 hours to post this.
Cause i kept watching videos.
Hahas. Yeap.
Oh yeah. I'd like to clarify the story thingy.
It is half fiction. Well, it's good to cook up stories.
Most of it is true though.
Oh wells. And Campcraft training is ging to take up my precious Saturdays.
Because school frickin' ends at 3.45 pm minimum.
Urgh. Stupid new system.
Ciaos.

如果你从没出现,
我会不会觉得快乐一些?


/ Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
Minna genki?!
One week has passed. Or so.
Hahs.
Here's a gay picture of gay partners, lol~
Yeap. O' lvl results out on Monday.
As i predicted, Rhee Ye na was the top student!
Omedetou! ~
Well i barely pulled through this tough week.
Like mock exam papers after papers and tests.
Ms S. was being flippin' irritating for postponing the mock like for 2-3 days.
When i studied like mad the night before.
School ends at 4pm now.
It's like, what the hell.
And i don't mean Triple S.
Well, i think i pulled through my Chemistry and Physics mock paper.
And also, today s' Vector test.
Yeah. If my exhaustion can be expressed in words,
I won't have to crap like this now.
Oh wells.
Training today was. alright.
As usual, Tying the swing again.
It worked! :D
I'll really take a picture after CCA Open house.
Which is frickin' tomorrow.
And we have to report at like, 7am.
My rest day T.T
Oh my god.
Anyway, people.
Thanks for tagging even though i've not posted anything for the entire week.
Domo arigatou desu.
Oh oh! I found the essay magazine thingy.
Thanks to Hongsiang.
I think it belongs to Mu feng or something.
Thanks dude.
ROFL!
It has my EOY essay.
So many dudes asked me about it.
So yeah! I photocopied it.
Well, i wrote it basically, - out of anger. -out of memory.
And also, risking my EOY marks.
Well, i don't think i was supposed to write this sort of essay.
But nevertheless, i guess it worked.
It's half fiction guys.
Just So You Know.
I just read finish ' Waiting for you'.
It rocks.
By Susanne Cosalanti or whatev.
Hahas.
Alright. Gotta sleep.
O-YA-SU-MI~


Memories.
/ Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 11:13 PM

NYC Boys

Here's my last post before i surrender my lappy again.
Well, gonna be a tiring week.
And tmr o'lvl results release.
Yeah.
Alright. Finished my GP Essay just now.
Was quite difficult to write.
Had to crack my brain.
Urgh~
Alrighty. Ciaos~
/ @ 2:39 AM
Photobucket
NYC boys
First of all, i'm freakin' tired after doing Math.
And also, here to tell you that.
NYC Boys are going permanent!
Nakayama Yuma, B.I Shadow, Yamada and Chinen!
Okay, nights.

/ Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 10:18 PM

HSJ 's unofficial release: Romeo and Juliet.
Here's the video since the one in the previous post was removed by YT.
Enjoy~
/ @ 8:41 PM
Photobucket
Yamada Ryosuke! Hot~

Minna Genki?
Haven't post anything in a week.
Well, because i surrendered my laptop to my mum.
That's a good thing though.
At least i can proudly say that i've been studying this entire week.
Except for Wednesday and Friday.
When i had to go to Temasek poly s' open house.
And had Np on friday.
So yeap. 2 days wasted.
First day of school was alright.
I'm satisfied with most of the teachers teaching us.
Well, most i say.
I like Mr How because he has this baby smell. LoL.
And because he's nice and funny and obviously good.
I'm dropping a math.And Lester and I were appointed Chair and Vice.
Which was in a way, a bummer,
But in a way, good because our CCA points will just get higher.
That's the whole point.
Next Saturday's cca open house.
Yeah, another Saturday wasted.
I slept till 1pm today.
I can't describe how tired i am this entire week.
And how hectic my timetable is starting from next week.
School ends at like 4.45pm starting next week.
Except Friday, great.
Prelim 1 is in 9 weeks.
I just hate combining classes with others.
Because it means noise and also, distraction.
Whatever, you know.
Studies are my utmost importance right now,
i don't think anything else is.
Except of course.
Ryo-chan, Chii-chan, HSJ.
Well people, don't blame me for not being able to go online.
Your o' levels are over, not mine.
Oh! oh! HSJ is going to release a new single.
'Hitomi no screen.'
I'm so getting my hands on it! :D
HSJ s' concert is ending soon.
And once again, i rant about my dislike of being Singaporean.
I really admire those who are born in Japan.
I hate myself for being born in Singapore.
It's not that i hate being Singaporean or anything.
It's just a complex, hahas.
Like please! The hottest, i mean THE HOTTEST guys are like there.
It's not everyday you get to see hot guys walking on the streets all over Japan.
Of course, i'm studying hard right now so that i can go to Japan.
Hahas.
Mum and dad came back from genting just now.
And she lost money.
And losing money= no new phone.
Great, just great.
And she just bought a lolipop back.
Ah. what the hell.
Urgh. Whatever okay.
Ciaos.
/ Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 3:13 AM
Yuya and Chii-chan~
Minna genki?
Okay, it's like 3.14am right now.
I'm sleepy.
But found too many pictures too captivating to resist.
Went to EC for dinner just now.
Oh yeah. Good news~
NYC boys is going to be a permanent group, just like Kanjani 8!
Well, at least high chance they will be.
Hahas~ Go Johnny!
And also, look at this!

Male Idol TOP10:


1. Lee Hongki 14393
2. Jang Geun Suk 13075
3. 橘庆太 12920
4. Jung Yong Hwa 3638
5. Kim Hee Chul 2598
6. 山下智久 2210 *Japanese star
7. Hankyung 1614
8. 山田凉介 1523 *Japanese star
9. Kim Hyung Joon (SS501)1465
10. 赤西仁 1442 *Japanese star

Popularity Groups TOP10:

1. FTIsland 10266
2. w-inds. 8850
3. SuperJunior 2092
4. NEWS 1428
5. BIGBANG 1169
6. DBSK 1168
7. SS501 931
8. KAT- TUN 824
9. 2NE1 731
10. Hey!Say!JUMP 612


SEE THAT!
Yama-chan is in top 10!~
And he won Kim hyun joong and Even JIN!
Jin dayo! JIN!
Yes! That super hot Jin!
Yay! Hongki is first!
Although i want Yama-chan to be first but yeah.
And also, HSJ Is in the charts! :D
OMG~ Go JUMP! :D
Aishiteru yo~
Alrights, gonna sleep now.
O-YA-SU-MI!

Memories, all thrown away.

/ Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 4:19 PM
Minna Genki!?
This is my second post of the new year.
And yeap.
Before i rush off to do my homework,
Here's a treat.
HSJ's newest song! :D
'Romeo and Juliet'
Omg~ Faints~
Yama-chan, Chii-chan and Dai-chan are so cute~
Cho kawaii!
Inoo is not there though, probably busy with his studies.
Hahas. And i saw the Photo book dvd.
Chinen actually got like straight A's for his studies.
And Yamada too.
Oh my god~ Smart man.
And he was like, 'i only got all A's'.
And Yama-chan was like, ' Yeah, me too, '
I was like, ' omg~ sugoii. '
Hahas. Typical Johnnys.
Can sing, dance, study and have talents, and looks.
Kakkoii~
Alright, i'll end my fantasies here.
Hahas. Sayonara~
/ @ 3:19 AM
Chinen Yuri <3

Happy new year people.
For those who took the trouble to text me, Arigatou!
Well, it's 2010 already.
And this is my 201th post.
And it means everyone is growing one year older.
Which also includes, Yama-chan, Chii- chan, and all of HSJ.
Whee~
Well, i got over yesterday already.
I have a BIG heart. hah.
Had a count down party at my house yesterday.
Which was until this morning, 1.30+ am.
I'm so sleepy right now.
After cooking for one whole day.
I'm gonna sleep right now.
O-YA-SU-MI!~


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