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/ Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
♥ Yamada Ryosuke

Minna genki?
Today .
9 words to describe:
'WASTE OF TIME.'
'WASTE OF EFFORT.'
WHAT THE F'. '
Urgh, whatever okay.
Went to Sakae sushi for dinner.
I'm so tired after all the crap.
Gonna sleep now.




/ Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
Jeremy & Go mi nam

Seriously, i don't know what else to say.
With Face-book.
Everything can be revealed with just a simple click.
Ah. What to do right now.
My heart felt more crushed than ever.
I'll just die of a heart attack.
That will be better for me.
The world is unfair, isn't it?
My heart hurts, for some reason.
God damn it.
That's it.
I've lost it.
I'm not going to pray for you.
Neither am i going to worry about you anymore.
Do what you like then.
I don't give a f' anymore.
I'm young, yeah.
And so 1 year made a difference.
Yeah. i get it now.
Blame myself for being young.
Blame myself for everything.
Whatever okay?
Whatever you say is final anyway.
Who cares about what I say.
Hah.
What a Joke.

If you were to play the Liar game,
You'll come out as CHAMPION.
/ Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 4:32 AM
Merry Christmas people!
Went for midnight mass earlier on.
Spent like about 3 hours or so in church.
Went home, ate my supper.
Watched 'You're beautiful'.
So yeah. Gonna sleep right now.
Hmm~
Oh yeah.
Otanjoubi omedetou! Nishiuchi Mariya~
Belated though~
Alright, will blog tomorrow.
O-YA-SU-MI ! Minna~

I told myself, 9 months ago.
'This is just a nightmare.'
Then 9 months later, i realized that i woke up long ago.
That everything was reality up till now..
/ Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 2:56 AM

Pot calling the kettle black.
/ @ 2:14 AM
Kato Shigeaki
Minna genki?~
Ah. It's 2.26am right now.
Had training today.
Was really tiring.
Had loads of push-ups.
My muscles are aching, well. My whole body is.
Today was kinda weird.
Chatted about loads of things.
Mmph~ Found out some things but yeah.
I'm not gonna hold grudges.
Ain't that petty like some people.
As time goes by, one matures.
Sometimes, it's better to live closing one eye.
That way, we'll be happier.
Hahas.
Oh wells, presenting Kato Shigeaki~
That's the name of my dog though.
How nice to be Shige.
Smart, good in everything, except sports.
Studies law, in like a University, Aoyama, 2nd Best to Todai.
People! TODAI dayo, TODAI!
Anyway. Putting that aside.
I don't like how people like to jump to conclusions.
Like for example.
A girl and a boy, Friends.
Walk to lets say, 7-11 together.
And people Conclude that they like each other.
I don't know what dumb conclusion is that but.
I think it's ridiculous.
Oh then i can also say that you, you, you, you are going out?
It really shows how 'MUCH' you are thinking.
What's wrong with people being friends?
I learned this from Sir Chen an, he told me,
'Think, Thought, confirm.'
Which means: 'Don't think, confirm it.'
Don't say, 'I think she likes him/ he likes her ' all that nonsense.
Can you please confirm before saying anything?
Don't drag me into your affairs.
Because i don't want to get involved and.
Because i seriously hate people like you.
DAI -KIRAI.
Urgh, whatever okay.
Anyway. My headphones arrived~
YAY. Hah. btw, PLEASE TAG.
Before i open my blog to INVITED READERS ONLY.
Numbers are jumping rather rapidly.
Arigatou~

P.S. Any example stated here in this post is fictional and coincidental.


The words ' I love you' are choking deep in my throat.
/ Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
Dai-chan and Chibi Chinen! :D

Hey people.
Am feeling really bored right now.
First of all.
It's so noisy here at my grandmother s' house.
And most of you should know.
I hate noise.
Whatever.
Read ' Kimi ni todoke' and also watched the anime.
Was really touching.
But the series was not complete on the manga nor the anime.
What a drag.
Why isn't Shokojo Seira episode 9 subbed out yet?!
Urgh!
So gonna eat my ice cream sorbet when i get home.
>.<
Kazehaya Shouta from 'Kimi ni todoke' is cho kawaii!~
Damn chio-pei~ Can compare with Sasuke.
OH WELL.
Byes.


/ Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 10:12 PM
Massu s' Sexy back~
Minna genki?
Ahh~
It's been quite some time since i've posted Massu s' Photo.
Massu is damn muscular.
He can levitate~!
Ano~ Gomenasai~
N' level results are out today.
Jo ping informed me of the people who passed and all.
Yeah.
Debbi babe passed too !
Omedetou !
Had training today.
Thought of what to make for gadget ! :D
Wore my specs to training.
Then ma'am told me something like,
'If you wear specs with striking colors, you'll get struck by lightning.'
So i was like. " HUH! "
And have to dye my hair into a darker color.
Ah, my beautiful hair, have gone to waste.
Definitely not black. NEVER.
I'll change it when school reopens or Christmas.
Dyes are frickin' expensive man.
School's such a drag.
I wonder why school rules forbid this and that,
It's like, not as though wearing this and that will disrupt your studies or anything.
If i had a chance to open a school.
It's gonna be Japanese style ! :D
Whee~
Japan is forever in my eyes : Kakkoii!
So free when holiday just started.
So busy when holidays ending.
Such irony. hahs.
All the homework, and training start flooding my schedule.
And tomorrow going to Grandmother s' house.
If not i could have attended the Pet acupuncture lesson at the Animal resort with Jo ping.
What a waste.
Christmas is not gonna be much fun.
Since there is so much going on.
*sighs*
When will this ever end.
Oh. I've downloaded like 205MB of FT. Island s' song.
Their songs are fabulous.
Especially when you hear Hong ki s' Hot voice!~
Cho kawaii~
Am tired. Really.
Gonna take my mango ice-cream sorbet and maybe turn in early!~
Oh yeah.
For those who made it for N' levels, Grats.
Ja' ne ~

Kuchizuke wo ~
/ @ 12:28 AM






I am, But One Entity in this World.






/ @ 12:06 AM
FT. Island s' Lee hong ki

Minna Genki?
Just watched Mnet Scandal Ft. Lee hong ki.
I think that it would be great to have a boyfriend like Lee hong ki.
Ano..
Though it is only 7 short days.
Can see that they really had real feelings for each other though.
After they part, 30 mins will be given.
If either one of them wanted to continue the relationship,
they can text a message to the other person.
So the girl text-ed Hong ki.
But he said: I'm sorry. Because i'm an entertainer, you might get hurt.
I think he was really thoughtful.
Hope they will find happiness though. (:
Love is not enough to sustain a relationship ne?
Hmm.. Touching.
Watched Pro-dai just now too.
Yamapi, poor thing.
Not everything can be turned back with just a " Hallelujah Chance! "
What's dead cannot be alive again.
I guess it's what makes life more enjoyable, and precious.
"Ah! I should have done this/ that.."
Or "I regret doing this."
I myself thought that: Ahh. If only I could turn back time.
People take their family for granted.
Just because they are next to you everyday.
But, when they are gone.
They regret.
Like: Ah i should have treated him/her better.
Watching J-dramas doesn't mean watching handsome dudes and all.
But sometimes, we can really learn from them ne?
Even though it's fictional. Some things are really true.
Like when i watch Proposal Daisakusen.
The 'Youse' said: Try, because you have nothing to lose.
And Rei s' grandpa said: Those who wait for tomorrow[s] are morons.
Right?
You may Think i'm an idiot and all.
But believe me, you'll thank me for this.
There's training tmr.
Which means waking up early.
*SIGHS.*
I'm waiting for my contacts to arrive.
Urgh ~ what a drag.
Mata~
/ Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 1:51 AM





♥もう二度と愛し合うことは無いんだね?
/ @ 1:32 AM
♥ Ryosuke!
Alright. First of all.
I am so !@#$%^&* tired.
Had Camp craft cum CCA Open house training today.
Am blogging for 16 December 2009.
Well, Didn't really do much, but still.
After training went to North point to Get my specs.
Then went home all wet from Top to bottom.
It was raining damn frickin' heavily.
Like. !@##$$#%.
Urgh, what the hell.
Anyway, come on people.
You visit my blog and don't even leave a tag behind?
Make my tag board more lively uh!
This sleepiness is making me pissed ~
O-ya-su-mi~


If I had a chance to go back to the past,
I'd still fall in love with you,
and I'd still feel the same amount of pain like i do right now.

/ Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
Minna genki?!
Ano~
Went to Vivo city today.
To watch " New moon".
Sorry i couldn't make it for the meeting people.
Can't help but Think that Bella is sort of blind -.-
Come on! Choose the one which is more muscular la !
Oh well.
Oh yeah. The picture above is taken by me.
On the way home.
nice right nice right !
Admit la~
LOL~ Anyway. My family has one more person.
It's ..... SHIGE!
Hahas. not the one from NEWs.
Just took his name though ~
Here here !
Kawaii ne ?!
Kato Shige~
Aww. Ain't he cute.
he belongs to my cousin actually.
Until he said: I don't want you.
Then i adopted him and thus gave him his name ! :D
All my pets have names okay~
From food, to sickness.
Now all giving Jap names.
Kakkoii desu !
I'm totally attached to Shige now.
I brought him to VIVO city.
Gasps !*
So shock for what.
Oh well~ i was tempted to anyway.
He's sitting on my lap as i'm typing away right now.
I'm like a kid, i know.
*sticks out tongue. *
Maa...
I'll turn in early now.
Gonna do my homework tmr.
Hee hee~
Ja' ne~
行き止りも怖がらずに
Without being afraid of dead ends.
何度でも
No matter how many.



/ Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 1:23 AM
Minna genki?!
Ano..
Today was alright.
Sasa had some swollen eye so she did not attend church.
Hahas.
It felt like the first time i really talked to god.
Hmm. anyway updated my song list.
So hope you guys will take the time to listen to it.
Compilation of fabulous songs by fabulous singers!
Such as NEWS, HSJ, KAT-TUN, And many more.
Anyway, my computer is lagging, so i'll stop here.
/ @ 12:15 AM


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Take time to listen. arigatou ~

/ Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
Beloved Yama-chan! <3
Minna genki?
Must be wondering why i didn't blog for quite some time.
Well~ Disappointing news, no pictures from Genting.
AWW.
Oh well. It was a boring trip.
But alright i guess ?
I bought lesser things this time round.
Though i had more money, i spent it mostly on food >.<
Hahas. I'm back in one piece.
But it seems that my injury from kayaking came back.
I didn't get it treated properly the last time round so, yeah.
Have been going CCS and TRC crazy the last few days.
Wondering what is CCS and TRC?
CCS : Cardcaptor Sakura
TRC: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles.
May seem funny but no.
CCS was the first anime i've ever watched since i was a kid.
Have the whole box set for my birthday when i was young.
And because of CCS, i've grown to love Japan.
Hahas, And TRC is sort of the continuation of CCS.
Nice story. Read the manga since the next OVA isn't out yet.
So yeap. I highly recommend this 2 animes to watch.
If you haven't watch it, that is.
If you love comedy and love stories, and of course, Magic.
Then please go watch it.
Ahh. Every time i think about school reopening,
I get a headache.
With so many things going on, it's going to be such a drag.
And i mean it.
But the only good thing next year is:
-Ryo-chan s' drama is out in January: Hidarime tantei EYE.
Please support his drama by watching it (:
-Graduation ~~
Bwuahahas. Well. Like finally. Idk but oh well.
Wonder what is going to happen next year.
Will bonds be broken, or mended ?
Will my studies improve ?
Hmm. Hope so.
Well, i'll be looking forward to it.
Hope Debbi babe comes back !
She's going Korea, so lucky !
Take care babe ! Love ya ~
Gotta start on my homework soon, or i'll suffer on the last day of Holiday.
Mata ~


"Genkai no nai, kanousei ga koko ni aru,
Koto te ni."

/ Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
Chii-chan~
Minna genki ?!
Hmm. Guess what ~~
Tonight's the night that i'll be going to genting.
So this is my last post before my trip.
First of all, Otanjoubi Omedetou Hikaru ! ~
Lol.
Ano. Chiong-ed to second job in maple ystd.
Ah.skills damn cool~
Okay~ im bored.
Ciaos~
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