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/ Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
Things are gonna get real busy.
Annual camp plus MYE.
Even advising is also tiring. Lol.
Well, anyway.
It's my 2nd last camp i think.
And Yay !
Campcraft competition is next year.
Woohoo !
I've got a premonition that i'm gonna fail A/E math.
And i'm super anxious to know whether i've passed my 1st class or not.
omgomgomg. Lol.
And oh ya.
I've created a facebook a/c.
Seriously, it's similair to friendster.
In one way.
It FLOODS my mailbox.
roflmao.
Things are gonna get real busy.
Annual camp plus MYE.
Even advising is also tiring. Lol.
Well, anyway.
It's my 2nd last camp i think.
And Yay !
Campcraft competition is next year.
Woohoo !
I've got a premonition that i'm gonna fail A/E math.
And i'm super anxious to know whether i've passed my 1st class or not.
omgomgomg. Lol.
And oh ya.
I've created a facebook a/c.
Seriously, it's similair to friendster.
In one way.
It FLOODS my mailbox.
roflmao.
Miss you, your hugs, your voice,
Your everything.
/ Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
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Stuck.
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Stuck.It's hard.
I don't want to put you in the middle.
Right now, it's as though we're these test tubes.
It's as though we didn't see each other at all.
MYE is coming. And i haven't started on revision.
Annual camp is coming up soon.
So many things to do.
Yet so little time.
Thinking back,
It's been like a century to me since we last spoke to each other.
Like Cold war.
And the most spectacular thing that happened today was.
I saw my face in 'The Anchor' .
My first reaction was : omfg.
LOL.
It'll be a miracle if i passed First class drill test.
Hmm..
So many things on my mind right now.
Nevertheless, life has to go on.
Even though i don't like it one bit.
Fate.
Is unpredictable.
Just like us.
3 words i will never hear ever again.
/ Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
'EFFED UP STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART.'
Today was 1st lass drill test.
Which i think I'm totally gonna flunk cum fail.
And Yeap. CDP project.
Super tiring day i guess.
Went to church though.
Sat at the entrance with Devin.
I think they were Jamming upstairs though..
Anyway, Annual camp coming.
YAY.
Mrs Hee enlightened me with a PPT a few days ago.
Ever heard of the 90/10 principle ?
Hmm.By Stephen Covey.
Quite interesting.
It claimed that 10% of your life cannot be controlled.
But the other 90% is on how you react.
Then i thought, true.
Yeap.
So yeah. I don't intend to do anything about my problemo now.
All i can do, is wait.
Ohoh !
To all Naruto fans.
You can catch NS MOVIE 2: BONDS @ tailedfox.com
Raw though, but i guess they will put out the subs soon :D
Separate ways.
/ Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
Speeh Day 2009
Today was alright.
The VIP took freaking long to come.
My brain was half cooked already.
Many were about to faint.
But nevertheless, we did great. LOL.
The concert was sort of boring.
Yeah.
At last, speech day is over,
Like, FINALLY.
Next friday's frist class drill test.
omg.
Hahas. Just hope i'll pass it with flying colors.
Anyway.
Grats to those who just got promoted.
And those who aren't promoted, it's alright.
Just try harder and do ya' best yo. (:
I'm down with a flu.
Oh god.
I think i got it from ms' suganthi.
Ass. -.-
Speeh Day 2009
Today was alright.
The VIP took freaking long to come.
My brain was half cooked already.
Many were about to faint.
But nevertheless, we did great. LOL.
The concert was sort of boring.
Yeah.
At last, speech day is over,
Like, FINALLY.
Next friday's frist class drill test.
omg.
Hahas. Just hope i'll pass it with flying colors.
Anyway.
Grats to those who just got promoted.
And those who aren't promoted, it's alright.
Just try harder and do ya' best yo. (:
I'm down with a flu.
Oh god.
I think i got it from ms' suganthi.
Ass. -.-
Oh, so you remembered me now ?
/ @ 12:12 AM
'To Have And To Hold.'
Hmm.
Sorry for not updating that often nowadays.
Okay, today was my first time being PC for parade.
SO FREAKING SCARY PLEASE.
Anyway. I finally got double digit marks for Math ! :D
But still fail la.
Decided not to go PJ at first.
Devin didn't come.
So i practically loitered around the church for 2 hours.
Then called dad to pick me up.
Well, a good 2 hours of quiet time wasn't so bad.
So yeap, she called to keep me company. LOL.
Better than nothing.
'To Have And To Hold.'
Hmm.
Sorry for not updating that often nowadays.
Okay, today was my first time being PC for parade.
SO FREAKING SCARY PLEASE.
Anyway. I finally got double digit marks for Math ! :D
But still fail la.
Decided not to go PJ at first.
Devin didn't come.
So i practically loitered around the church for 2 hours.
Then called dad to pick me up.
Well, a good 2 hours of quiet time wasn't so bad.
So yeap, she called to keep me company. LOL.
Better than nothing.
Practically,you just left me behind.
And carried on walking by yourself.
It's as though you're walking 5 steps ahead of me.
And no matter how, i can't catch up at all.
/ Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 4:19 PM
Don't bullshit me.
I hate this feeling.
Seriously.
Fine, stick with your priorities all you want.
I don't want to care anymore.
What the fcuk.
Fine, i'm not a fcuking good catholic.
I'm not a fcuking adult right now.
I'm too young.
What you're giving me now is all excuses.
Plain excuses.
Stop bull-shitting me.
You're doing nothing but avoid and hide.
What's the point.
What's the bloody point.
Wishes?
If you're not gonna fufil them, don't ask me to make them.
Let go.
If i could, i would.
Well, fine.
If you like hiding so much.
Save the trouble.
I'll leave instead.
I had ths painful dream last night.
I said: If you're just messing with my feeings,
don't touch me.
/ Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
'Because I'll be here, when you change your mind.'
The first time i held your hand,
It's as though i've lost my sense of direction,
and i don't know where to go.
I felt as though God had not been answering my prayers.
Except for the common request i've asked for.
That is.. a secret.
It was that day.
When i almost lost you.
When you almost vanished.
Praise the Lord you didn't.
I think this is what i meant when i said: i'll do anything.
I guess it'll be worth it.
I can't be selfish, can i ?
Nope, can't afford to.
Don't ask me to make a wish when you can't fulfil it.
/ @ 10:44 PM
'Everything changed except my feelings for you.'
It's been so long since i've seen you.
Or heard your voice.
Wonder how you're doing.
Whether you're Alright or not.
Yes, everything changed.
But i wonder,
Whether was it you alone, or your feelings that have changed.
Though i clearly know the answer myself.
I dare not face it.
Well, that's life.
The more you hate it, you've got to face it.
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it.
/ Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 9:36 PM
'Not every Cinderella, would find her own glass slipper.'
Hey people.
Tomorrow's 1st class drill test.
Happy, because it's first class.
Unhappy because i know i'll fail.
If anybody can pass with just one training.
I'll envy that person a lot.
Though it is seriously quite impossible.
I think i can say bye to my badge. T.T
Yeap. No confidence this time.
Haiz.
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW!
Anyway, those taking Promotion test tmr,
Gambate! :D
Especially my sec ones. :D
If only, love is like a fairytale.
If.
