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/ Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 10:42 PM
Okay! First off.
Results are out.
Failed A & E-Math as expected.
Now feeling damn frickin' mad. -.-
Like grr.
Went to youtube a few days ago.
Saw Yama-chan s' 'Asia no yoru' video live fancam @ Tengoku concert.
Then read the comments.
There's this girl who claims to be a singer.
Who commented something like.
'I believe that he is lip-syncing.. i'm also a singer.. i can tell. '
My first thought was.
WHAT THE HELL.
So being the J-fan me,
I went on to reply her comment.
I said, something like:
If you cannot sing life like how you sing on CDs' then please don't put them in your category.
It's so widely known that all Johnny s' don't lip-sync.
If they do, they'll be kicked out of Johnny s'.
Okay. It's like she doesn't get the bloody fact into her head.
And okay, she said she's a singer. Fine.
I went to look at her videos.
I don't know why people are commenting that she's so good and all.
When she actually sings like i don't know, Sh*t ?
I'm in no position to comment on anyone, but i think she's going too far.
These kind of people are what you call stupid.
And the definition of Stupid is not 'cannot study'.
It is 'Having a brain and not using it. '
It's so obvious that it is an insult to Johnny s' and she denied it.
What the fcuk please.
I'll see what she say tmr.
Ruining my mood.
Will post Movie under the star pictures tmr.
Watching 'Lovely complex' with sasa later.
P.s.I'm not going to send you anything.
Hahas, Too bad, you look like a pig~
Ciao.
/ Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
My personal ranking:

1# Yamada Ryosuke :
Yay! Ryo-chan climbed up the charts! Well, i've been seeing more of his handsome face more often so yeah. Ryo-chan is cho kakkoi! Hot, sexy, handsome, cute, what more do i expect !? He has the greatest smile, maybe even better than massu s'! omg. lol.


2#Chinen Yuri:
Yay. Chii-chan also climbed up the charts. Well i can't resist his cuteness and his cool voice rather than his kiddy kiddy voice when he was young. Kyaaa~ stay smiling chii!
3#Masuda Takahisa:
Massu! What happened? He hasn't been appearing for awhile. Hmm. Maybe i'm too into HSJ. Hahas. Keep smiling, and don't hate dogs. Lol~
4# Daiki Arioka:
Daii-chan, i have been looking at you more these few days. Maybe that's the influence. Ah. The smile you give is the warmest i've ever seen. (: 5#Tegoshi Yuya:
Tego-chan! You used to be 2nd. Because i was TGmass crazy last time. Oh well. You still have the beautiful voice though. (: 6#Koyama Keiichiro: Keii-chan, i don't know what to say about you. Hahas.

7#Yabu Kota:
Yabuchii!~ If Jo ping sees this, she'll be over the moon~ Hahas. Keep laughing funny yeah. And continue to be the big brother you are in HSJ. (:
8#Kamenashi Kazuya:
Kame, I don't know what to say, except, i'm over the KAT-TUN saga. LOL. Gomeneh na na na ~9# Yamashita Tomohisa:
Yamapi, ano.. Kon ? Lol~ Hallelujah Chance! Nooooo~

10#Akanishi Jin:
Jin, stay hot and sexy ~
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So how people?
Disappointed? Lol.
The ranking changed so much right ?
Hmm cannot be helped.
As time goes by, preferences change.
:D
Actually, i was hesitating to put Koyama in there.
I just didn't know who to put.
I could only think if the top 5.
Hahas.
I'm biased. Gomeneh nah nah nah ~
"Today" is the aces day walk thingy.
I don't have to go for it, cos im crippled. hahas.
YAY. but need to work on the stupid board for the Movie under the stars.
Which is stupid.
Baka~~~~
okay. gtg sleep. Ciaos~


So, who won ?


/ @ 4:08 PM
Minna Genki?
Ah.
I just put the "anti-right click" thingy on my blog.
But obviously its easy to get around it.
But nevertheless.
You can be a thief for all i care in other people s' blog,
But not mine.
There are billions of websites out there for you to rip.
Stop pretending to be someone you're not.
Because its all fake.
I don't know what's you're motive or whatsoever.
And i don't care.
I'd appreciate if you stop ripping.
Oh yeah.
I decided to redo my ranking.
Hahas. Next post next post ! :D
/ Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 5:19 PM
Skipped school today.
Just came back from the doctor just now.
And i decided not to blindly post pictures of HSJ, Yama-chii and etc.
Because i think that the odd jump in my counters are due to rippers.
Which i think.
If you want the pictures, go search for yourself.
Because i myself spent 2-3 hours searching for all the pictures.
So HAHA.
Jo ping complained to me la, so i sorta know who reads my blog now and then.
I'll make myself clear.
I don't like to share.
I think most of you will know.
When i treat you nicely, i hope you don't abuse my kindness.
Who is the good guy and who is the bad guy,
I know it very clearly.
I may be sorta crippled right now.
But i'm not blind.
Anyway. Lovely complex is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D
Koike teppei is so cute.
Hahas. Height does not matter.
Not entirely true i think.
Hmmm.
I know my Yama-chan is hot~
But please, don't steal. thank you.
(:
Lets' wait and see.
Who will emerge as the winner.
/ Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 4:07 PM
Memories.
minna genki?
I'm back from the doctor.
Had hell there. Yeah.
Hahas. So i won't be going to school tmr.
Which means, no results.
Damn. -.-
Now my knee is all bandaged.
Owwww~
Have to go back for more hell tmr. -.-
One trip like that is $38.
And the medicine they gave looks like poison. 0.0
Touch wood.
Roflmao.~
Alright, thats all for the update.
Ciaos~
/ @ 11:49 AM
Chinen Yuri & Ohno Satoshi

I'm addicted to Ohno s' "Take me faraway".
Lol. It's so nice la!
Anyway.
Sorry for not updating these few days.
Had Kayaking . Yeap. And frickin' tired.
Came back with an uneven tan. Like wth~
But not much sunburns.
Btw, i think i kinda broke my leg.
Yeah.
First idiot in history to be knocked by a kayak. hahas!
I shouldn't have said " aiya, fall sick and die better la. " when it was raining.
So yeah. This is my retribution.
Lol. Had a hard time sleeping last night.
Pain until i feel like amputating my leg -.-
Wonder what's wrong with it.
But yeah. Mum is gna bring me to a chinese sensei later.
I'm gna get hell. Hahas.
Oh god. Tmr is release of results.
So nervous. T.T
Wish me luck. Ciaos~

/ Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 9:45 PM

You Know you're a HEY! SAY! JUMP fan when...

1. If someone ever doubts you, you shout "BELIEVE!"


2. If someone looks at you, you show the sign "shadow" to them.

3. You randomly sing "Jumping to my dream!" with the hand motion.

4. The first Japanese concert you seen was Hey! Say! JUMPS'.

5. You abandon T-drama for J-drama.

6. You abandon almost all other fandoms for HSJ and other Jap entertainment.

7. You watch Ninkyo Helper for Yabu s' sake.

8. Your family knows that you like HSJ more than your previous fandom.

9. Your friends don't even like HSJ and they can be your ichiban

10. You think Young talents are really cool.

11. You're running out of space on your computer because you download every video/song/picture

12. You can't delete pictures, even if the post barely changes

13. Boy on boy action no longer seems weird or gay

14. You know that HSJ will never lip-sync.

15. Boys at school as no appeal because they're not as skinny & sexy as Japanese musicians/actors/entertainers

16. Boys in pink are actually really hot

17. Sparkles look good on guys

18. Real boybands need to sing, dance, act, do theater and play guitar or any music instrument

19. You're learning Japanese so you can watch videos without subtitles

20. Your walls & wardrobe doors are covered with posters of HSJ.

21. You can't remember the color of your bedroom wall because it's filled with HSJ

22. You never considered buying multiple edition of anything before HSJ

23. You spend any money you get on HSJ merchandise

24. You see strawberries and you think "OISHII!"

25. You brush off people who say "They look like girls..."

26. The first Detective show you ever watch was 'Tantei Gakuen Q'.

27. You love the way HSJ host their concerts because it is frickin' special.

28. You were mad you don't live in Yokohama when you found out HSJ had a concert there.

29. You hated being Singaporean when you discovered HSJ held a concert in Japan.

30. You have all their PVs.

31. You have all the concert tours and ripped audio

32. You go crazy if you don't check your Youtube account because you may have missed an important upload!

33. You save every video that has either of the member, even if they only appear for 3 seconds

34. You're future career is planned around HSJ and/or Japan

35. You think your classmates are crazy when they don't think any member is cute

36. You never knew Takaki Yuya was actually in Gokusen 3.

37. You're thinking of getting a Premium mega-upload account because of all your downloads...

38. You randomly write HSJ s' lyrics anywhere

39. You thought Moonlight was sexy when Yamada kissed his cane.

40. Your heart broke when you watched Yamada get bashed up in dramas.

41. You never thought acrobat was cool until Chinen did it.

42. You like One pound Gospel more just because of Yamada.

43. Everyday you think about saving up to go to Japan just for a concert...($1000 plane ticket!)

44. You freak out your classmates when you explain that you're saving up for HSJ concert DVD that costs 100 bucks.

45. May 9th is no longer an ordinary day, It's Yamada Ryosuke 's birthday.

46. You didn't know HSJ was so sexy until you watched 'Mayonaka no shadow boy'.

47. You think about NYC whenever new york is mentioned.

48. The movie 'kungfu panda' Makes you think of ' Your seed'.

49. You start lauging like Yabu kota.

50. If someone says JUMP! You think of HSJ.

51. Guys wearing boots isn't so weird anymore

52. Horikoshi Gakuen is your dream school because Most of the HSJ members are there.

53. You start calling your pet Chii-chan , Even if it's a dog..

54. You think of Scrap teacher when you see teachers you don't like.

55. You start doing the hand motion when Mayonaka no shadow boy comes on and you're in the middle of something at school

56. You try spinning round and round like a ballerina because of Chinen

57. Everytime anyone says the word 'dreams' you think of HSJ

58. You think of HSJ when there's a Cherry.

59. You think you're lucky to be in the Heisei era.

60. There's nothing wrong with cross dressing, it's actually kinda cool

61. Perms aren't a bad idea on guys

62. You have different folders to store each HSJ s' member's pictures.

63. You think Nakayama Yuma wasn't good looking until you watched 'Koishite Akuma.'

64. You can name all the singles and all the songs on each single and album

65. Watching HSJ is your workout

66. You randomly sing "Kiss me baby" with hand motions

67.
When someone says' sorry' you think of " Gomeneh na na na Ai janai~ "

68. You think people over 20 are old.

69. Any mention of England, you think of Keito.

70. You type "heysayjump" in the past but now you type " HEY! SAY! JUMP "

71. You aspire to be a Detective because of Yamada in 'Hidarime Tantei eye' and 'Tantei Gakuen Q'.

72. You start thinking boxing is cool because of One pound gospel.

73. Melt over Yamada's " Kiss me baby" in NYC.

74. You have successfully attracted people to liking Jap artists simply by letting them look through your phone, leading them to discover all the HSJ pictures, songs, videos, etc.

75. Start loving Strawberries after Yamada.


76. When you watch PV 'Mayonaka no shadow boy' , You go Kyaaa~ over the "shadow?" part.

77. You’re guilty of dancing Your seed, Mayonaka no shadow boy, NYC and any other HSJ songs in the shower

78. You watch any drama that features HSJ member, even if it's only a special appearance

79. You think of Chinen, Yamada, and Daiki when you hear " Super students".

80. You like Ya Ya Yah because HSJ members were on it all the time

81. You watch Ya ya yah because Yabu, Hikaru, and Inoo were on it when they were young.

82.The word "Light" makes you think of Hikaru.

83. You imagine the only Japanese Boy in your school to be in JE

84.You think that sitting on other people's laps is cute.

85. If a song doesn't have a dance, you memorize the way their hand moves.

86. You get courage from HSJ s' Yuuki 100%'.

87. You think that the 'Yamada Step" is cool.

88.You listen to their songs a billion times and don't find it a bore.



ENJOY~
/ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 11:54 PM


RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


1#Are you male or female?
- White Xmas # KAT-TUN
(Wow. NO LINK.)

2#Describe yourself.
-Forever # NEWS
(True. lol~)

3#What do people feel when they're around you?
- NYC # NYC boys
(YAY! Love love love and Peace ! ~ )

4#Describe your current relationship.
- Bokura no love story # WaT
(Ah. Bingo. )

5#Where would you like to be now?
- Hoshi wo mezashite # NEWS
(A star? )

6#How do you feel about love?

- 123木头人 # HSH
(Not exactly..)

7#What's your life like?

- Miso Soup # Tegomassu
(Well, that will be the future.)

8#What would you ask if you had only one wish?
-Kataomoi no Chiisana Koi # Tegomassu
(Crush? Hahas. Weird.)

9#Say something wise

- Because i'm stupid. # SS501
( How is that wise !?)

10#If someone says, "is this okay?" you say?
-Kizuna # Kamenashi Kazuya
(Bond? Hmm. Nopeeeee. )

11#How would you describe yourself?
- Changin' # Stephanie feat.
(Everyone's changin' , no ?)

12#What do you like in a guy/girl?
-Asu e # Kota Yabu
(Joping's gonna be damn happy. Lol. )

13#How do you feel today?
- Before the storm # Miley cyrus. Nick Jonas
(I do feel like that. Occassionally. Lol.)

14#What is your life's purpose?
- Dreams # NEWS
(Yeaaaa. Bingo. )

15#What is your motto?
-Okaeri # Ayaka
( How is ' Welcome Home' My motto?! )

16#What do your best friends think of you?
- Everyday # HSM
(What is that suppose to mean. Lol. )

17#What do you think of your parents?
- Taiyou no namida # NEWS
(Yeap. The sun s' tears. Lol. )

18#What do you think about very often?
- Your seed # Hey! Say! JUMP

(Yeappp. I love 'Your seed' from HSJ. weeeee~)

19#What is 2 2?

- Weeeek # NEWS
(I don't even get the question. 0.0)

20#What do you think of your best friend?
- 默默 # Fahrenheit
(True, true. )

21#What do you think of the person you like?
-專屬天使 # Tank
(If its referring to Ryo-chan then its true. - Angel.
If not, the song should be 'Akuma no koi' .- Devil )

22#What is your life story?
-A moment like this # Kelly Clarkson
(Yeap. A moment like this~ )

23#What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Kiss~ Kaerimichi no love song # Tegomassu
( nono. I can't sit in the park all day.)

24#What do you think of when you see the person you like?
- Ultra Music Power # Hey! Say! JUMP
(Hahas. YES! )

25#What will you dance to at your wedding?

- Love U # Howl
(Nice and slow. Cool~)

26#What will they play at your funeral?
- Tsubomi # Tegomass Version.
(Yay ! I'll die peacefully with Tegomass singing in my ears! :D )

27#What is your hobby/interests?
- 爱なんて Ai nante # Tegoshi Yuya
(Not my interest, but i do spend time asking myself why all the time.)

28#What is your biggest fear?

- I gotta go my own way # HSM
(Yeap. Sorta. )

29#What is your biggest secret?

- Mayonaka no shadow boy # Hey! say! JUMP
( I melt when Ryo-chan does his " shadow. " Roflmao~)

30#What do you think of your friends?

- アイアイ傘 Ai ai gasa # Tegomassu
(Love under the umbrella. I'll protect you from the rain. Lol~)

31#What will you post this as?
- Angels brought me here # Guy Sebastian
(No link. 0.0 )


Most of the answers are true. Lol.
But stupid uh. Esp the one which asked me to say smth wise.
Hahas.
I don't know why i'm blogging so much today.
Bored i guess. Anyway.
I'm sleepy. urgh~
You can rip this. Anyway.
Go do it.
/ @ 11:32 PM

I've just updated my video playlist.
Yeap.
Too eager to show the world how wonderful Japan is.
HAHAS~
Oh well, take your time to watch and listen to them.
I-N-C-R-E-D-I-B-L-E.
Yeap.
And i know why Chinen is so into Ohno.
He has a voice like Tego-nyan~
omg. Lol~
And Domyouji CAN sing !
For those who watch Hana Yori Dango Japan.
Forgive me for going all Japan crazy.
Unbelievable but it all started with Cardcaptor Sakura when i was young.
Hahas. :D
Comments are much appreciated.
But not criticism.
LOL.
ciaos.~
/ @ 10:10 PM

Its like wtf~
I went to youtube to see Tegomassu s' "Kataomoi no chiisana koi".
And i read one comment.
That bloody idiot wrote: THIS SUCKS.
wah.
I tell you, damn angry man.
Please, if they suck, that song won't be for Neo angelique abyss !
If you have no eyes to see, ears to hear and at least a brain to judge,
Don't make so much comments about them uh.
Like what the hell.
The FIRST time i see someone say Tegomassu suck.
Omfg. Blood boiling.
Grr. If you can't sing better than them don't talk so much.
It only makes you look like an idiot.
Unbelievable i tell you.
No matter what, i'll support Tegomassu. Yeap.
Anyway.
Had a presentation today.
Was so damn nervous.
Almost died.
But quite smooth so yeah.
Then had to help out for the "1 min of fame" thingy.
Was so busy and tired today.
Lucky tmr no school.
Ah. Kayaking is this Saturday and Sunday,
Now that i think of it, its like what a drag~
T.T Regret la.
Ahh. whatever.
Ciaos.
/ Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
Ryo-chan in "Hidarime Tantei Eye"
Be sure to catch it.
It is a super fabulous movie.
And i'm not saying it for the sake of saying it.
How many billions of times do i have to repeat that Ryo-chan is oh-so-frickin' Hot~
Hahas. Sorry, too high.
Anyway. Received my results.
Failed A and E math, expected.
Passed the rest. YAY!
But abit worried la.
Lol~
Re-watched Hana Yori Dango Jap again.
Woah, so frickin' nice i tell you.
Woohooooo~
Aiya. Nothing to blog about.
Lol.
Just dying to go to Japan.

Kuchibiru ni chikazuite.
Doki doki tomaranai~
I<3 Ryo-chan!
/ Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
He could be more than just Amazing.
Oh well, he IS. Lol~
Ole!~
Cramps are really !@#!@#$%^&* !~
Don't wanna go to school tmr.
But the selection has to be tmr.
Like wtf. -.-
Everyone is freakin' bout promotion day.
Urgh~ Wonder how i'll do?
Hmm.
Today. I really sat down and thought about what i want to do with my life.
Like hey!
If some guy name Anthony can do it, why can't i ?
I'll do my best.
Can't CCA like end earlier so we can study for O's?
Sometimes when you think about it, its so unfair.
So what if there is passion.
It's not enough.
At least, not now.
Mr chan said: Practice doesn't make perfect.
It makes Permanence.
When you think about it, it's true.
That's it.
I'm gna mug starting next week.
I'm gna master the frickin Math.
I'm gna make it my boyfriend.
Roflmao~
When mum and dad see my hideous results.
They'll hit the roof.
Adios~
Ryo-chan, if you were me,
what will you do?
/ Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
I'm back in maple.
Just when i got all motivated to play.
I went through all the bloody trouble.
And all i get is an empty account.
Not even one frickin' meso left.
Like wtf la.
I'm seriously not gna forgive that bloody bastard who did this.
Luck, just doesn't seem to go my way.
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