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/ Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
Every time, i recognise that familiar scent of yours,
I'd turn around.
But, there's no sight of you.
Maybe i'm missing you too much.
And then.
I remembered " You aren't here with me."
Every time, i recognise that familiar scent of yours,
I'd turn around.
But, there's no sight of you.
Maybe i'm missing you too much.
And then.
I remembered " You aren't here with me."
/ @ 10:29 PM
Well.
Maybe i ain't enough courage to speak to my parents.
I think they'll turn the house upsidedown.
It's worth a try.
But i'm just afraid.
Afraid the worst might happen.
*sigh*
Oh dear.
Tests everyday this week.
Hmm.
Stress please.
Really felt like leaving the room yesterday.
All the slides were on what- Heartbreaks etc.
I tried friggin' hard to keep my tears in.
Oh God.
I thought i was going to lose control.
Thank god i didn't.
Well.
Maybe i ain't enough courage to speak to my parents.
I think they'll turn the house upsidedown.
It's worth a try.
But i'm just afraid.
Afraid the worst might happen.
*sigh*
Oh dear.
Tests everyday this week.
Hmm.
Stress please.
Really felt like leaving the room yesterday.
All the slides were on what- Heartbreaks etc.
I tried friggin' hard to keep my tears in.
Oh God.
I thought i was going to lose control.
Thank god i didn't.
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
/ Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 4:56 PM
还要多久,我才能在你身边?
/ @ 4:39 PM
I really need help right now.
Oh god, i need advise right now.
So troubled please.
Can't even concentrate during lessons right now.
In the end, the last hurdle i have to go through is my very own parents.
What am i to do.
Its Not impossible.
But its almost impossible.
I can't even break it to them.
Haiz.
Help.
I really need help right now.
Oh god, i need advise right now.
So troubled please.
Can't even concentrate during lessons right now.
In the end, the last hurdle i have to go through is my very own parents.
What am i to do.
Its Not impossible.
But its almost impossible.
I can't even break it to them.
Haiz.
Help.
你会等待还是离开?
/ Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
My heart is in a whirl right now.
Oh god.
The news was so heart-breaking.
And i just cried immediately after i hung up.
Oh my god.
I think i'm better off dead.
My parents will kill me.
See, don't come true at all.
Someone, tell me what to do !
):
My heart is in a whirl right now.
Oh god.
The news was so heart-breaking.
And i just cried immediately after i hung up.
Oh my god.
I think i'm better off dead.
My parents will kill me.
See, don't come true at all.
Someone, tell me what to do !
):
/ @ 3:20 PM
Dedicated to FAN.
Okay.
First of all.
Obviously whatever that i said didn't get into your hollow Head.
And your pea brain of course.
Which i think you don't have one.
And so you can't think properly.
So yeap. At least i know what i want.
At least my EQ and IQ are way way higher than you.
Secondly, like i said in my previous post to you.
Whatever that's in my life has nothing to do with you.
I won't ban you. I'm serious.
Crap all you want.
Well, at least i have something to retort back at you every single time you're here.
Obviously you're just here to irritate me.
But then, you chose the wrong time, date and place.
Like i said. Don't be such a fcuking coward.
You're just a disgrace to the English.
Duh-
I'm not interested to know who you are.
And thirdly, i've said before.
You know nothing about me, my life and the ones in it.
I strongly advise you.
Buy an Oxford dictionary while you're at Popular.
You don't even know the difference between desperate and love.
Go check please.
And FYI to people who don't know this.
FUCK. Is not a vulgarity.
Duh.
Fan, please come back when your standard of english is a little higher.
Or when it has standard.
Fourthly, i'm not desperate for guys.
I can live just as well without them.
Cause i had, for about 2 years.
Except for my dad, of course.
So please, don't be so interested in my life.
Because it ain't as interesting as you think.
Lastly, i can roughly guess who you are.
Just by the mistake or just clue, you left on my tagboard.
Thanks dude.
You're stupid enough. You can't even be a detective/ Police.
Hahas. What a failure.
And oh ya. Once again.
I'm Gonna pardon you for not knowing what is love.
Though it has no known definition.
Hmm.
Whats wrong with loving someone.
Find a lawyer and debate.
I'll win. Hahas.
Though i'm just a female.
I swear i can kick your arse.
Try me.
And please. Stop typing people's names on MY tagboard.
Fisrt of all, its FUCKING rude.
Second, You have no right to.
Third, FYI, they are my important friends.
Fourth, You're a Fucking Insult to their names.
Please.
I haven't said this previously.
But please, I said PLEASE.
Stop involving them with your dispute with me.
You want to fight then bring it on.
I'm not afraid.
One more time, i swear i'll track you down.
And oh ya. If you want to smear my name.
Go ahead.
Its already done by a few bitches here and there.
But yeah.
I didn't do anything wrong, so i'm not afraid.
Hah ~
Even though i know they won't be here to read this.
I will erase those Despicable comments you wrote.
Let me tell you.
Debating, is one of my forte.
You want to quarrel/ fight.
Please think twice about it.
You might regret it.
And oh. i think you won't be back for about a month again.
Scaredy cat.
Just fcuk off my life.
-.-
Dedicated to FAN.
Okay.
First of all.
Obviously whatever that i said didn't get into your hollow Head.
And your pea brain of course.
Which i think you don't have one.
And so you can't think properly.
So yeap. At least i know what i want.
At least my EQ and IQ are way way higher than you.
Secondly, like i said in my previous post to you.
Whatever that's in my life has nothing to do with you.
I won't ban you. I'm serious.
Crap all you want.
Well, at least i have something to retort back at you every single time you're here.
Obviously you're just here to irritate me.
But then, you chose the wrong time, date and place.
Like i said. Don't be such a fcuking coward.
You're just a disgrace to the English.
Duh-
I'm not interested to know who you are.
And thirdly, i've said before.
You know nothing about me, my life and the ones in it.
I strongly advise you.
Buy an Oxford dictionary while you're at Popular.
You don't even know the difference between desperate and love.
Go check please.
And FYI to people who don't know this.
FUCK. Is not a vulgarity.
Duh.
Fan, please come back when your standard of english is a little higher.
Or when it has standard.
Fourthly, i'm not desperate for guys.
I can live just as well without them.
Cause i had, for about 2 years.
Except for my dad, of course.
So please, don't be so interested in my life.
Because it ain't as interesting as you think.
Lastly, i can roughly guess who you are.
Just by the mistake or just clue, you left on my tagboard.
Thanks dude.
You're stupid enough. You can't even be a detective/ Police.
Hahas. What a failure.
And oh ya. Once again.
I'm Gonna pardon you for not knowing what is love.
Though it has no known definition.
Hmm.
Whats wrong with loving someone.
Find a lawyer and debate.
I'll win. Hahas.
Though i'm just a female.
I swear i can kick your arse.
Try me.
And please. Stop typing people's names on MY tagboard.
Fisrt of all, its FUCKING rude.
Second, You have no right to.
Third, FYI, they are my important friends.
Fourth, You're a Fucking Insult to their names.
Please.
I haven't said this previously.
But please, I said PLEASE.
Stop involving them with your dispute with me.
You want to fight then bring it on.
I'm not afraid.
One more time, i swear i'll track you down.
And oh ya. If you want to smear my name.
Go ahead.
Its already done by a few bitches here and there.
But yeah.
I didn't do anything wrong, so i'm not afraid.
Hah ~
Even though i know they won't be here to read this.
I will erase those Despicable comments you wrote.
Let me tell you.
Debating, is one of my forte.
You want to quarrel/ fight.
Please think twice about it.
You might regret it.
And oh. i think you won't be back for about a month again.
Scaredy cat.
Just fcuk off my life.
-.-
/ Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 9:06 PM
为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面
就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你
为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面
就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你
When i hold you in my arms,
I know its not forever.
I don't wanna let you go.
/ @ 6:37 PM
Bonjour people.
Well, ain't exactly in a very good mood.
But oh well.
Went to DTE to shop for groceries.
Ohkay.
Bye people. -.-
Bonjour people.
Well, ain't exactly in a very good mood.
But oh well.
Went to DTE to shop for groceries.
Ohkay.
Bye people. -.-
Were you just tired of me?
/ @ 10:46 AM
I thought about a lot of things last night.
I felt my life in such a wreck.
It's only the beginning of school term.
And here i am.
Pathetically losing to myself.
I believed so much that a miracle would happen.
It's so contradicting.
It was you who told me that miracles happen.
And it was you who didn't make it happen.
Promises made.
I still remember them.
But i guess you forgotten about them.
Now to me, promises made were all just illusons, and lies.
Now, you leave my world so cold.
You don't need me, but it's not the same for me.
I need you more than anything else.
But i guess, there's no turning back anymore.
But still one day, i'd hope you tell me it's not true.
I thought about a lot of things last night.
I felt my life in such a wreck.
It's only the beginning of school term.
And here i am.
Pathetically losing to myself.
I believed so much that a miracle would happen.
It's so contradicting.
It was you who told me that miracles happen.
And it was you who didn't make it happen.
Promises made.
I still remember them.
But i guess you forgotten about them.
Now to me, promises made were all just illusons, and lies.
Now, you leave my world so cold.
You don't need me, but it's not the same for me.
I need you more than anything else.
But i guess, there's no turning back anymore.
But still one day, i'd hope you tell me it's not true.
/ Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
Sat in the Chapel.
Thought about a lot of things.
Wanted to cry, but couldn't bring myself to.
Here i am now.
Typing as my tears flow down like some tap.
I wonder how it is so easy to cry.
When nobody's around.
Who says you're not my anything.
To me, you mean more than everything.
I guess.
It doesn't matter to you now, does it?
Sat in the Chapel.
Thought about a lot of things.
Wanted to cry, but couldn't bring myself to.
Here i am now.
Typing as my tears flow down like some tap.
I wonder how it is so easy to cry.
When nobody's around.
Who says you're not my anything.
To me, you mean more than everything.
I guess.
It doesn't matter to you now, does it?
/ @ 11:20 PM
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得.
I need you,
Thats why i'm holding on.
/ Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 2:29 PM
To all my fellow readers.
Just so you know, I'm fcuking pissed off right now.
So, please excuse all my vulgarities.
Really, to all the "aunties" who gossips about others.
Mind you, look who you are dealing with right here, and now.
You, being the slutty ones yourselves.
I don't want to smear people's names just like how you do.
So i won't include or indicate who you are or whatsoever.
First of all.
What has it got to do if he likes me.
So What with the capital W.
Its not my problem.
Secondly, i gave him a chance to be friends.
But sadly, he abused this chance.
My definition, i don't believe that opportunities knock on your door twice.
Get my meaning?
I don't think so. But i'd like to say.
You're ruining my life.
But too bad.
Because i haven't done anything wrong.
So i've nothing to hide.
Before you talk.
Word of advice.
Put yourselves into other people's shoe.
If you know what i mean, that is.
That letter was all the truth.
I think this kind of issues, really piss me off.
Think you talk so loudly.
As though people are deaf.
Please, only people who are deaf tend to speak louder than usual.
Well, if you read up on medical, you'd know.
But oh well.
I guess you're one of them.
If you think you can be snobbish to me,
rude, or anything.
You're messing with the wrong person.
Maybe i haven't made clear my stand yet.
I'd hope you stop all those nonsensical gossips.
Because.
Firstly, I don't reciprocate his love.
Secondly, I got someone i love already.
Thirdly, even if i'm single.
You don't stand a bloody chance.
Because your actions really pisses me off.
I'm not done preaching yet.
I'd like to see what retribution will do to you people.
I'll give you a standing ovation.
Because, what goes around, comes around.
Don't be such a prima donna please.
Okay. If you don't want to pass your exams,
I want to.
If you want to fail, fail yourself.
Don't drag others into it.
Talking about it as it its some interesting topic.
You think what, Twilight is it?
If you want to such an arse.
I can be more of an arse to you.
If you want to be so snobbish,
I can be 10 times more snobbish to you.
Wise men say: Only fools rush in.
Smart people use their brains to think.
Only dumb people use their fists.
Don't be such fcuktards okay.
Your England not even enough to be a Lawyer.
And to you.
Please, if you want to help me in anything.
I'd be happy if you just stay away from me.
And just leave me and my life alone.
And one more thing.
Stop going around telling people about me.
Because, just so you know, I'm disgusted.
I won't be subjected to your whims and fancies.
Just so you know.
And oh. If you don't believe me.
I can show you .
I'm not like you,
I practice what i preach.
Arse.
Seriously, some bitches don't know when to quit.
To all my fellow readers.
Just so you know, I'm fcuking pissed off right now.
So, please excuse all my vulgarities.
Really, to all the "aunties" who gossips about others.
Mind you, look who you are dealing with right here, and now.
You, being the slutty ones yourselves.
I don't want to smear people's names just like how you do.
So i won't include or indicate who you are or whatsoever.
First of all.
What has it got to do if he likes me.
So What with the capital W.
Its not my problem.
Secondly, i gave him a chance to be friends.
But sadly, he abused this chance.
My definition, i don't believe that opportunities knock on your door twice.
Get my meaning?
I don't think so. But i'd like to say.
You're ruining my life.
But too bad.
Because i haven't done anything wrong.
So i've nothing to hide.
Before you talk.
Word of advice.
Put yourselves into other people's shoe.
If you know what i mean, that is.
That letter was all the truth.
I think this kind of issues, really piss me off.
Think you talk so loudly.
As though people are deaf.
Please, only people who are deaf tend to speak louder than usual.
Well, if you read up on medical, you'd know.
But oh well.
I guess you're one of them.
If you think you can be snobbish to me,
rude, or anything.
You're messing with the wrong person.
Maybe i haven't made clear my stand yet.
I'd hope you stop all those nonsensical gossips.
Because.
Firstly, I don't reciprocate his love.
Secondly, I got someone i love already.
Thirdly, even if i'm single.
You don't stand a bloody chance.
Because your actions really pisses me off.
I'm not done preaching yet.
I'd like to see what retribution will do to you people.
I'll give you a standing ovation.
Because, what goes around, comes around.
Don't be such a prima donna please.
Okay. If you don't want to pass your exams,
I want to.
If you want to fail, fail yourself.
Don't drag others into it.
Talking about it as it its some interesting topic.
You think what, Twilight is it?
If you want to such an arse.
I can be more of an arse to you.
If you want to be so snobbish,
I can be 10 times more snobbish to you.
Wise men say: Only fools rush in.
Smart people use their brains to think.
Only dumb people use their fists.
Don't be such fcuktards okay.
Your England not even enough to be a Lawyer.
And to you.
Please, if you want to help me in anything.
I'd be happy if you just stay away from me.
And just leave me and my life alone.
And one more thing.
Stop going around telling people about me.
Because, just so you know, I'm disgusted.
I won't be subjected to your whims and fancies.
Just so you know.
And oh. If you don't believe me.
I can show you .
I'm not like you,
I practice what i preach.
Arse.
Seriously, some bitches don't know when to quit.
/ Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 7:03 PM
HEYHEY.
First of all, Happy birthday Apple ! :D
Okay, i'm dead beat.
Though i nappe for a while just now.
From 9 pm- 3 am i was studying my SS.
Damn. One friggin' chapter only please.
Thats like what. 5/ 6 hours?
Omg. I'm sleepy.
Will blog later on.
Ciaos !
HEYHEY.
First of all, Happy birthday Apple ! :D
Okay, i'm dead beat.
Though i nappe for a while just now.
From 9 pm- 3 am i was studying my SS.
Damn. One friggin' chapter only please.
Thats like what. 5/ 6 hours?
Omg. I'm sleepy.
Will blog later on.
Ciaos !
/ Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 11:34 PM
Argh,
Fcuk Menstrual cramps.
-.-
Argh,
Fcuk Menstrual cramps.
-.-
/ @ 12:43 AM
Heyhey people.
Sorry, my blog had a lil' technical difficulties.
But its up now. hahas.
Anyway. I'm sleepy.
Just changed my blogsong.
Lol. Appreciate music la.
Hahas. Alrights.
Ciaos~
Heyhey people.
Sorry, my blog had a lil' technical difficulties.
But its up now. hahas.
Anyway. I'm sleepy.
Just changed my blogsong.
Lol. Appreciate music la.
Hahas. Alrights.
Ciaos~
I'd really say that.
/ Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
Hey hey people!
I'm finnaly confirmed.
Yay me! :D
Had to wear the stupid dress luh.
Damn. Lol.
But oh well.
Who cares.
I'm hyped up today.
Cause i got to see someone i've yet to see for a long time.
YAY!
Okay. I'm sleepy.
Poa homework, undone.
Shit. Lol.
Alright. Ciaos people.
P.s. I miss youuuuuuuuu.
/ @ 12:10 AM
Heyheyhey! :D
Anyway. in about approx 12 hours time.
I'm gonna get confirmed!
Which is scary,
But YAY ! :D
Hahas. Friday's rehearsal wasn't so bad. Lol.
Yeaps.
But even so, i don't like confession -.-
And and.
Went to TPY to cut my hair.
woohoo. Thin man.
Going Genting on 6 February. YES!
(:
Okay. People.
Wish me luck later,
Hahas.
Ciaos! ~
Heyheyhey! :D
Anyway. in about approx 12 hours time.
I'm gonna get confirmed!
Which is scary,
But YAY ! :D
Hahas. Friday's rehearsal wasn't so bad. Lol.
Yeaps.
But even so, i don't like confession -.-
And and.
Went to TPY to cut my hair.
woohoo. Thin man.
Going Genting on 6 February. YES!
(:
Okay. People.
Wish me luck later,
Hahas.
Ciaos! ~
/ Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 9:16 PM
Bonjour people ! :D
Nice or not?
I designed it okay !
Stayed back after school to do the notice board.
Of course, not forgetting Joping, Cindy and Liyana's help.
And yeahs.
Its hand-drawn cum painted.
Hahas!
I'm so proud of myself.
Lol.
Anyway, i'm super tired.
Caught a flu la.
Steph's staying over tonight. Yay!
Hahas. Girl talk again. Lol.
Aww, i miss bubble tea. ):
Tomorrow's Np's first training.
And Confirmation rehearsal.
Shit. I ain't prepared. -.-
Help ?
Bonjour people ! :D Nice or not?
I designed it okay !
Stayed back after school to do the notice board.
Of course, not forgetting Joping, Cindy and Liyana's help.
And yeahs.
Its hand-drawn cum painted.
Hahas!
I'm so proud of myself.
Lol.
Anyway, i'm super tired.
Caught a flu la.
Steph's staying over tonight. Yay!
Hahas. Girl talk again. Lol.
Aww, i miss bubble tea. ):
Tomorrow's Np's first training.
And Confirmation rehearsal.
Shit. I ain't prepared. -.-
Help ?
Not ready for what?
/ Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 7:42 PM
从前的那些快乐
变了
变了没了
难道你真舍得
真舍不得
心呢 被弄痛了
承诺呢 被丢弃了
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine ?
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些?
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
Go ahead and break my heart.
It's useless without you anyways
因为爱你,这就是我的理由.
心呢,被弄痛了
承诺呢,被丢弃了
听着你说好爱我,
感觉却不是感动,
这一次拥抱以后还有没有?
没你的夜 星星都不再耀眼,
没你的天 只剩灰色一片.
你一直在我的梦里出现,
我的伤心你总是视而不见.
I got all this from last year's post. Lol.
Cheerios.
从前的那些快乐
变了
变了没了
难道你真舍得
真舍不得
心呢 被弄痛了
承诺呢 被丢弃了
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine ?
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些?
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
Go ahead and break my heart.
It's useless without you anyways
因为爱你,这就是我的理由.
心呢,被弄痛了
承诺呢,被丢弃了
听着你说好爱我,
感觉却不是感动,
这一次拥抱以后还有没有?
没你的夜 星星都不再耀眼,
没你的天 只剩灰色一片.
你一直在我的梦里出现,
我的伤心你总是视而不见.
I got all this from last year's post. Lol.
Cheerios.
/ @ 7:23 PM
Today was the Interview for the sec 1s.
Yeaps.
Come to think of it.
I'll be their Sec 1 in charge together with Hazman.
Hahas!
Cool. At least i made friends with two juniors today.
Talk to them for about 30 mins plus,
then they agreed to give it a go,
Lol. Saliva dry alrd.
But yeaps. So cute la!
Hahas.
Early in the morning.
My yellow socks kenna caught, Hahas!
So yeaps.
Went half- sock for a day.
Wasn't anything bad though.
But i wore green socks for like 3 months last year,
And i got away scot free. -.-
Maybe today unlucky. Lol.
Is this year gonna change for the better?
I don't think i'll celebrate new year with a smile though.
A series of Unfortunate Events.
How to?
Haiz.
Why does it seem like nothing happened to you,
while it looks like someone died to me ?
Anyway, i hope i'd get sick.
Like a high fever or smth.
Let me die in my sleep.
Its the prettiest way to die.
HAHAS.
Nahs. Not until i POP from NP.
Confirmation is like This sunday.
So fcuking nervous dao ~
._. damn i'm pissed !
Today was the Interview for the sec 1s.
Yeaps.
Come to think of it.
I'll be their Sec 1 in charge together with Hazman.
Hahas!
Cool. At least i made friends with two juniors today.
Talk to them for about 30 mins plus,
then they agreed to give it a go,
Lol. Saliva dry alrd.
But yeaps. So cute la!
Hahas.
Early in the morning.
My yellow socks kenna caught, Hahas!
So yeaps.
Went half- sock for a day.
Wasn't anything bad though.
But i wore green socks for like 3 months last year,
And i got away scot free. -.-
Maybe today unlucky. Lol.
Is this year gonna change for the better?
I don't think i'll celebrate new year with a smile though.
A series of Unfortunate Events.
How to?
Haiz.
Why does it seem like nothing happened to you,
while it looks like someone died to me ?
Anyway, i hope i'd get sick.
Like a high fever or smth.
Let me die in my sleep.
Its the prettiest way to die.
HAHAS.
Nahs. Not until i POP from NP.
Confirmation is like This sunday.
So fcuking nervous dao ~
._. damn i'm pissed !
/ Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 11:18 PM
I really don't want anything you said to me before,
To become a lie.
Or be a lie.
Because, whatever i said.
I mean it.
I didn't lie.
I really don't want anything you said to me before,
To become a lie.
Or be a lie.
Because, whatever i said.
I mean it.
I didn't lie.
/ @ 9:52 PM
Bonjour people! :D
Anyway. NPCC recruited quite a number of sec 1s.
YAY US ! :D
Anyway.
I think Mr Wu and Mr Long are driving me crazy.
Their period past by so damn frigging slow can.
Oh god.
I think i'm gonna fail maths.
How am i gonna get 10 points for O's man.
My Biomedical course.
I don't want to say Bye to you.
Gotta work hard alrd.
No more slacking.
But can't help it la.
Hahas. Super stressed!
Tomorrow A maths.
Grrs. Seriously. I need a tutor.
My triple Math, cannot make it.
Nevermind.
Gambate :D
10 points, here i come !
Bonjour people! :D
Anyway. NPCC recruited quite a number of sec 1s.
YAY US ! :D
Anyway.
I think Mr Wu and Mr Long are driving me crazy.
Their period past by so damn frigging slow can.
Oh god.
I think i'm gonna fail maths.
How am i gonna get 10 points for O's man.
My Biomedical course.
I don't want to say Bye to you.
Gotta work hard alrd.
No more slacking.
But can't help it la.
Hahas. Super stressed!
Tomorrow A maths.
Grrs. Seriously. I need a tutor.
My triple Math, cannot make it.
Nevermind.
Gambate :D
10 points, here i come !
It's only a Yes- No question.
What's so difficult about it.
/ Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
Congrats to those who passed their O's with Flying colours.
Including my sister, Vanessa, who scored a fabulous 13 :D
Anyway. I have tons of homework to do.
So yeaps.
I'll probably blog on another day instead..
Yeahs.
Cheerios,
Del.
Congrats to those who passed their O's with Flying colours.
Including my sister, Vanessa, who scored a fabulous 13 :D
Anyway. I have tons of homework to do.
So yeaps.
I'll probably blog on another day instead..
Yeahs.
Cheerios,
Del.
All I have is a thousand 'WHYs ' in my head.
/ Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 11:22 PM
Today wasn't such a good day.
Hmm.
Confirmation is like in a week's time.
Scary please.
Didn't go for mass at all today.
Actually planning to go for 1145am mass
since class ended around that time.
But yeaps.
Changed my mind, decided not to.
Does it make a difference?
Its your decision whether to tell me or not.
If miracles really do happen.
Then you're my miracle.
Today wasn't such a good day.
Hmm.
Confirmation is like in a week's time.
Scary please.
Didn't go for mass at all today.
Actually planning to go for 1145am mass
since class ended around that time.
But yeaps.
Changed my mind, decided not to.
Does it make a difference?
Its your decision whether to tell me or not.
If miracles really do happen.
Then you're my miracle.
落泪以前
再看一眼你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
/ @ 8:42 PM
Doubt.
Misery.
Lies.
Tears.
What else ?
Doubt.
Misery.
Lies.
Tears.
What else ?
/ Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
Credits to PY's blog.
The problem with guys.
If you treat him nicely, he says you're in love with him.
If you dont, he says you're proud.
If you dress nicely, he says you're trying to lure him.
If you dont, he says you're from kampong.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you keep quiet, he says you have no brains.
If you're smarter then him, he'll lose face.
If he's smarter then you, he's great.
If you dont love him, he'll try to possess you.
If you love him, he'll try to leave you.
If you dont make love with him, he says you dont love him.
If you do, he says you're cheap.
If you tell him your problem, he says you're troublesome.
If you dont, he says you dont trust him.
If you scold him, you're like a nanny to him.
If he scold you, its because he cares for you.
If you break your promise, you cannot be trusted.
If he break his, he is forced to do so.
If you smoke, you're a bad girl.
If he smoke, he is gentleman.
If you do well in ur exam, he says its luck.
If he does well, its brains.
If you hurt him, you're cruel.
If he hurts you, you're too sensitive.
So guys, what do you think?
Is this true?
LOL.
Credits to PY's blog.
The problem with guys.
If you treat him nicely, he says you're in love with him.
If you dont, he says you're proud.
If you dress nicely, he says you're trying to lure him.
If you dont, he says you're from kampong.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you keep quiet, he says you have no brains.
If you're smarter then him, he'll lose face.
If he's smarter then you, he's great.
If you dont love him, he'll try to possess you.
If you love him, he'll try to leave you.
If you dont make love with him, he says you dont love him.
If you do, he says you're cheap.
If you tell him your problem, he says you're troublesome.
If you dont, he says you dont trust him.
If you scold him, you're like a nanny to him.
If he scold you, its because he cares for you.
If you break your promise, you cannot be trusted.
If he break his, he is forced to do so.
If you smoke, you're a bad girl.
If he smoke, he is gentleman.
If you do well in ur exam, he says its luck.
If he does well, its brains.
If you hurt him, you're cruel.
If he hurts you, you're too sensitive.
So guys, what do you think?
Is this true?
LOL.
/ @ 11:30 PM
I don't know why, just felt like blogging.
Anyway.
Went out for dinner just now.
Yeaps. I'm tired.
Tomorrow's the day.
And i have to lose weight man.
Damn.
I don't know why, just felt like blogging.
Anyway.
Went out for dinner just now.
Yeaps. I'm tired.
Tomorrow's the day.
And i have to lose weight man.
Damn.
Saying ' I love you' becomes a promise,
and a question.
/ @ 7:01 PM
Find me random or whatever.
But when i learn the piano,
The first song i want to learn is ' Canon in D'.
Hahas.
Well, nice song what!
Cheerios~
Find me random or whatever.
But when i learn the piano,
The first song i want to learn is ' Canon in D'.
Hahas.
Well, nice song what!
Cheerios~
/ @ 6:08 PM
HEYHEYHEY! :D
CCA open house was a blast man!
Hahas. Of course.
Thanks to Felicia's and Firdaus's great great guidance.
Lol. Anyway.
But it was so tiring.
Performance was a job well done.
I didn't fall, and so did Athirah! :D
YAY US !
Hahas. Basically, we enjoyed ourselves.
Many of the seniors came back.
Yeaps, Whole body aching man.
Gonna sleep early later.
Woke up at 0600 today.
Whew! At least it paid off. Lol.
I slept at about 1145 or so i guess.
Hmm..
Saw Cons and Kur-NIA-wan today.
Hahas! :D
Cons became chio-er than before man.
LOL. No kid man.
And Yeaps.
Received great news today.
Hong siang and I were promoted to SSGT .
So is the rest of the Sec 5s.
And Edbert is now a SI.
Grats!
But anyway.
Wish i had a video of our performance just now.
I think Kur-NIA-wan and Cons had it taped.
YAY ! :D
I'm looking forward to it man. Lol.
Hopes.
I don't want to hope for anything and in the end.
There's nothing but hurt.
/ Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
After i hung up the phone,
I practically broke down.
After i hung up the phone,
I practically broke down.
/ @ 9:06 PM
"Without You"(feat. Clay Aiken)
Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that i could see
Who's to blame
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live my life?
Without you
Was I lost in you and me
To the point i couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying
I should learn to live without your love
Got so many memories
But it's not enough
Without you, where do i belong?
Without you, how can i go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Oh baby where do I belong?
Please tell how can I go on?
Without you...
dedicated to, my oh-so perfect boyfriend.
/ @ 9:01 PM
Previously, i thought.
It's Okay. It's alright.
We're only physically apart.
But now, our hearts are drifting far apart.
No, you are drifting away from me.
It's so hard, to even see you.
It's so hard, to even talk to you.
It's so tiring.
Is it because you don't want to see me?
Is it because you're avoiding me?
Tell me,
You don't love me, and i'll leave.
Previously, i thought.
It's Okay. It's alright.
We're only physically apart.
But now, our hearts are drifting far apart.
No, you are drifting away from me.
It's so hard, to even see you.
It's so hard, to even talk to you.
It's so tiring.
Is it because you don't want to see me?
Is it because you're avoiding me?
Tell me,
You don't love me, and i'll leave.
Song, with loads of feelings. / @ 8:38 PM
我想你已表现的非常明白
Your actions already spoke for you.
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
I know that you did not hesitate to let go.
你说你也会难过我不相信
You said that you would be disappointed,
I don't believe you.
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
Holding you, being with me,
Is a thing of the past.
我根本不想分开
I don't want to leave.
为什么还要我用微笑来带过?
Why do i have to smile and say i'm okay?
你已经远远离开
You're already so far from me.
我也会慢慢走开
I will also go away when time passes.
为什么我连分开都迁就着你?
Why do i have to give in even when we're seperating?
是因为我太爱你.
It's because i love you too much.
谁还记得是谁先说
Remembered who said,
永远的爱我
That you'll love me forever.
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
Every word in the past.
Is hurting now.
过了太久没人记得
Its been so long, that nobody remembers,
当初那些温柔
Those memories we had.
我和你手牵手说要一起
Me and you, Holding hands,
走到最后
我们都忘了这条路走了多久
We all forgot, how long we've been walking on this road.
心中是清楚的
We all know in our hearts,
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
Let time tell the truth,
虽然我也害怕
Though i'm afraid.
在天黑了以后
When the sky gets dark.
我们都不知道会不会有以后
We don't even know,
Whether or not will there be a next time.
我们都累了
We're all tired.
却没办法往回走
But we can't walk back.
两颗心都迷惑
Two hearts, all confused.
怎么说怎么说都没有救
Whatever being said,
was no use.
亲爱的为什么?
Why, my dearest?
也许你也不懂
Maybe you don't know,
两个相爱的人
That two people are waiting,
等着对方先说想分开的理由
To see who'd say the reason for breaking up.
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候?
Who remembers when our love started to change?
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
We saw a different sky in each other's eyes.
走得太远终于走到分岔路的路口
Walked so far, and we've finally come to the split road.
是不是你和我
Is it you and me,
要有两个相反的梦?
Having totally opposite dreams?
我想你已表现的非常明白
Your actions already spoke for you.
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
I know that you did not hesitate to let go.
你说你也会难过我不相信
You said that you would be disappointed,
I don't believe you.
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
Holding you, being with me,
Is a thing of the past.
我根本不想分开
I don't want to leave.
为什么还要我用微笑来带过?
Why do i have to smile and say i'm okay?
你已经远远离开
You're already so far from me.
我也会慢慢走开
I will also go away when time passes.
为什么我连分开都迁就着你?
Why do i have to give in even when we're seperating?
是因为我太爱你.
It's because i love you too much.
谁还记得是谁先说
Remembered who said,
永远的爱我
That you'll love me forever.
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
Every word in the past.
Is hurting now.
过了太久没人记得
Its been so long, that nobody remembers,
当初那些温柔
Those memories we had.
我和你手牵手说要一起
Me and you, Holding hands,
走到最后
Saying, we'll walk together till the end.
我们都忘了这条路走了多久
We all forgot, how long we've been walking on this road.
心中是清楚的
We all know in our hearts,
有一天有一天都会停的
That this road will have a dead end someday.
让时间说真话
Let time tell the truth,
虽然我也害怕
Though i'm afraid.
在天黑了以后
When the sky gets dark.
我们都不知道会不会有以后
We don't even know,
Whether or not will there be a next time.
我们都累了
We're all tired.
却没办法往回走
But we can't walk back.
两颗心都迷惑
Two hearts, all confused.
怎么说怎么说都没有救
Whatever being said,
was no use.
亲爱的为什么?
Why, my dearest?
也许你也不懂
Maybe you don't know,
两个相爱的人
That two people are waiting,
等着对方先说想分开的理由
To see who'd say the reason for breaking up.
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候?
Who remembers when our love started to change?
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
We saw a different sky in each other's eyes.
走得太远终于走到分岔路的路口
Walked so far, and we've finally come to the split road.
是不是你和我
Is it you and me,
要有两个相反的梦?
Having totally opposite dreams?
/ @ 8:26 PM
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Well well.
Got this from Sir Tan's thumbdrive. Lol.
Today was tiring.
Had to prepare this and that for the big day tomorrow.
Performance will be a blast.
Woo hoo !
Have to be in school by 0630.
So tired please.
So didn't go for project J with Renu today.
Yeaps..
So.. Yeaps.
I saw him today.
But.. nevermind.
*sighs* . How long is this gonna carry on ?
How long can i carry on ?
I really don't know.
A beautiful dream, ain't gonna come true.
Because dreams, don't come true.
):
/ Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 9:58 PM
Okay, short one.
Hmm.
Found out something really shocking from Deb.
More or less, disturbing.
But yeaps.
Went to HTA today to collect No.1,
And changed the pants for the guys.
So yeaps.
Basically, CCA open house is 3 days or so away.
I can't wait.
Hahas.
Gotta hand over my laptop. ):
Lol. Till then,
Cheerios.
Del.
Okay, short one.
Hmm.
Found out something really shocking from Deb.
More or less, disturbing.
But yeaps.
Went to HTA today to collect No.1,
And changed the pants for the guys.
So yeaps.
Basically, CCA open house is 3 days or so away.
I can't wait.
Hahas.
Gotta hand over my laptop. ):
Lol. Till then,
Cheerios.
Del.
I love you, i miss you.
/ Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
Alright!
School was abit tiring.
Had to prevent myself from getting caught,
Cause Suganthi was being picky over everything la.
Going HQ tmr to get Ma'am Zulaikha's No.1 Uniform.
Anyway. I ain't in the shitty mood to blog.
So, tata.
Alright!
School was abit tiring.
Had to prevent myself from getting caught,
Cause Suganthi was being picky over everything la.
Going HQ tmr to get Ma'am Zulaikha's No.1 Uniform.
Anyway. I ain't in the shitty mood to blog.
So, tata.
So why do these tears come at night?
/ @ 12:56 AM
Hey hey people ! :D
This is my new blog addy.
So please, relink alrighty!
Arigatou !
Anyway, i'm not gonna update today.
There's school tmr.
So probably won't be able to update the whole week.
Cause daddy's gonna confiscate my lappy.
Oh my gawdd. Hahas.
Oh well.
Whatever.
Cheerios.
Relink people. RELINK ! :D
www.th-11thNovembers.blogspot.com
Hey hey people ! :D
This is my new blog addy.
So please, relink alrighty!
Arigatou !
Anyway, i'm not gonna update today.
There's school tmr.
So probably won't be able to update the whole week.
Cause daddy's gonna confiscate my lappy.
Oh my gawdd. Hahas.
Oh well.
Whatever.
Cheerios.
Well, Not today.
Relink people. RELINK ! :D
www.th-11thNovembers.blogspot.com
