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/ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
Name: Madeline Chan
Nickname: Madel, Del, Akira etc.
Date of Birth: 19th March 1993 [16]
Birth Place: Singapore KKH
Siblings: 1 Onee-chan [Baka-sa]
Favourite Manga: Naruto, etc.
A word or Quote you say a lot: ' Bo ?', 'uwehh?', Bye-bicycle, Kon, ' oh, fuck.'
Impersonation You can do: Spongebob's laugh, Kame's Nobuta scene,Geum Jan di's 'Gu jun pyo !
First CD you bought: Avril Lavigne's Under my skin.
Part-time jobs you have done: None but going on attachment soon~
Date spot that holds memories: Void deck.
Present that made you the happiest: Flu.
A Thing You want to do for your boyfriend: Cook
Place you went on vacation recently: Genting
Best dish you made: Banana Split.
What you wear when Sleeping: Home clothes.
Times when you were the happiest: When he's with me.
Favourite Song: Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya.
Brands of clothes you like: Too many to name.
First love: Primary school. P6 i think. 0.0
You like it when a guy: Laughs from the bottom of his heart.
Favourite food: Japanese food.
I won't lose in: Anime cum Manga cum J- drama cum K-drama cum T-drama craziness.
Who in KAT-TUN would you like to be:
Good friends with: Nakamaru
Brothers with: Taguchi Juunosuke
Your pet: Koki Tanaka
Your Lover: Ueda Tatsuya [ kyaaaaaa~]
Married to: Kamenashi Kazuya [ kyaaaaaaa~]
Your cousin: Akanishi Jin
Childhood dream: I don't even know what a dream was when i was young. -.-
Sports You are good at: Badminton & Bowling. ( anyhow play but yeah. :X)
Artist look-alike: Evan yo.
Strong point: Not so easily affected by people's comments. Counsellor at times.
Weak point: Pissed off quite easily. Sarcastic at times.
Special skill: What is considered special ?
What you consider unfaithfulness: Things i don't see with my own eyes, i won't believe.
An action a guy does to make your heart beat faster: When a guy takes off his spectacles sideways while reading ! *screams! * kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Things you are into recently: J- drama, KAT-TUN.
Meanest way to break up: Telling someone that that person was never his/her Gf/Bf.
Embarrassing weird habit: I talk to animals. LOL~
Something you crave for now: 1 billion yen violin.
Places you'd like to visit: Japan, Korea, Venice, France etc.
Something weird about yourself: I can go crazy over J-idols just by looking at one picture.
Animal you would like to keep as a pet: Otter !
Ambitions: Patissier, Doctor, Lawyer etc.
Favourite spot: My bed.
10 People You love the Most: Kame, Ueda,Sato, Kim Hyun Joong, Haruma, Shohei, KimBum,Yamapi, Family, you.
10 show you recommend: Bloody Monday, Nobuta wo produce, One pound Gospel, Gira gira, Gokusen 2,3. , Absolute Boyfriend, Hana yori dango [J][K], Mei-chan no shitsuji, Koizora, 10 promises to my dog, Cartoon Kat-tun.
To anyone who want to do this quiz if they are free.
Just credit KAT-TUN and yours truly :D
KAT-TUN 50Q :
Name: Madeline Chan
Nickname: Madel, Del, Akira etc.
Date of Birth: 19th March 1993 [16]
Birth Place: Singapore KKH
Siblings: 1 Onee-chan [Baka-sa]
Favourite Manga: Naruto, etc.
A word or Quote you say a lot: ' Bo ?', 'uwehh?', Bye-bicycle, Kon, ' oh, fuck.'
Impersonation You can do: Spongebob's laugh, Kame's Nobuta scene,Geum Jan di's 'Gu jun pyo !
First CD you bought: Avril Lavigne's Under my skin.
Part-time jobs you have done: None but going on attachment soon~
Date spot that holds memories: Void deck.
Present that made you the happiest: Flu.
A Thing You want to do for your boyfriend: Cook
Place you went on vacation recently: Genting
Best dish you made: Banana Split.
What you wear when Sleeping: Home clothes.
Times when you were the happiest: When he's with me.
Favourite Song: Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya.
Brands of clothes you like: Too many to name.
First love: Primary school. P6 i think. 0.0
You like it when a guy: Laughs from the bottom of his heart.
Favourite food: Japanese food.
I won't lose in: Anime cum Manga cum J- drama cum K-drama cum T-drama craziness.
Who in KAT-TUN would you like to be:
Good friends with: Nakamaru
Brothers with: Taguchi Juunosuke
Your pet: Koki Tanaka
Your Lover: Ueda Tatsuya [ kyaaaaaa~]
Married to: Kamenashi Kazuya [ kyaaaaaaa~]
Your cousin: Akanishi Jin
Childhood dream: I don't even know what a dream was when i was young. -.-
Sports You are good at: Badminton & Bowling. ( anyhow play but yeah. :X)
Food I detest: Spring Onion. Spicy food.
Artists i like: Kim Hyun Joong, Kame, Ueda, Shohei, Haruma,Sato,KimBum,Evan Yo,Yamapi. Artist look-alike: Evan yo.
Strong point: Not so easily affected by people's comments. Counsellor at times.
Weak point: Pissed off quite easily. Sarcastic at times.
Special skill: What is considered special ?
What you consider unfaithfulness: Things i don't see with my own eyes, i won't believe.
An action a guy does to make your heart beat faster: When a guy takes off his spectacles sideways while reading ! *screams! * kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Things you are into recently: J- drama, KAT-TUN.
Meanest way to break up: Telling someone that that person was never his/her Gf/Bf.
Embarrassing weird habit: I talk to animals. LOL~
Something you crave for now: 1 billion yen violin.
Places you'd like to visit: Japan, Korea, Venice, France etc.
Something weird about yourself: I can go crazy over J-idols just by looking at one picture.
Ambitions: Patissier, Doctor, Lawyer etc.
Favourite spot: My bed.
10 People You love the Most: Kame, Ueda,Sato, Kim Hyun Joong, Haruma, Shohei, KimBum,Yamapi, Family, you.
10 show you recommend: Bloody Monday, Nobuta wo produce, One pound Gospel, Gira gira, Gokusen 2,3. , Absolute Boyfriend, Hana yori dango [J][K], Mei-chan no shitsuji, Koizora, 10 promises to my dog, Cartoon Kat-tun.
To anyone who want to do this quiz if they are free.
Just credit KAT-TUN and yours truly :D
/ Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 1:51 AM
Got back results.
What really puzzles me is that, i failed my Physics paper.
BUT.
I scored A1 on the Physics result list.
God !
I was like, ' uewhhh ? '
Hahas.
June is gonna be busy man.
Study+work.
No rest at all. T.T
Anyway. i'm sleepy.
I'll blog some other time.
Ciaos .
Got back results.
What really puzzles me is that, i failed my Physics paper.
BUT.
I scored A1 on the Physics result list.
God !
I was like, ' uewhhh ? '
Hahas.
June is gonna be busy man.
Study+work.
No rest at all. T.T
Anyway. i'm sleepy.
I'll blog some other time.
Ciaos .
/ Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
Yoon Ji Hoo !
Melts~
Gorgeous man.
Woohoo~
Alrighty.
I finished watching Hana Yori Dango[k].
Hmm..
Got back results.
Weren't that ideal.
Failed A math, e math, and Physics.
I knew it.
Urgh ~
I need tuition.
If not i won't be able to stay in A1.
Well..
My mind's in a whirl.
One problem after another.
Became a counsellor myself.
Well, if ya need me, i'm here 24/7.
My phone, that is.
Hahas.
Alrights. Blog later, i think.
Ciaos.
Yoon Ji Hoo !Melts~
Gorgeous man.
Woohoo~
Alrighty.
I finished watching Hana Yori Dango[k].
Hmm..
Got back results.
Weren't that ideal.
Failed A math, e math, and Physics.
I knew it.
Urgh ~
I need tuition.
If not i won't be able to stay in A1.
Well..
My mind's in a whirl.
One problem after another.
Became a counsellor myself.
Well, if ya need me, i'm here 24/7.
My phone, that is.
Hahas.
Alrights. Blog later, i think.
Ciaos.
Being unable to love the person you love.
Hurts, a lil' too much.
/ @ 12:27 AM
I'm feeling stupid.
Actually crying just by watching Hana Yori Dango [k].
God.
Things that happened 5 months ago.
Seemed like just yesterday.
But, i'm glad.
As long as you're happy.
I thought, why was i crying so hard.
It's already over.
..
Anyway.
I passed Mother Tongue.
Miracle.
I failed math. Badly.
So dead.
I feel so bad for Hanazawa rui.
He gave his all.
But in the end, it didn't work out.
That's life.
Haiz.
Alrighty. Back to last episode.
Ciao.
I'm feeling stupid.
Actually crying just by watching Hana Yori Dango [k].
God.
Things that happened 5 months ago.
Seemed like just yesterday.
But, i'm glad.
As long as you're happy.
I thought, why was i crying so hard.
It's already over.
..
Anyway.
I passed Mother Tongue.
Miracle.
I failed math. Badly.
So dead.
I feel so bad for Hanazawa rui.
He gave his all.
But in the end, it didn't work out.
That's life.
Haiz.
Alrighty. Back to last episode.
Ciao.
Love ain't no Fairytale.
There are no Happy endings.
/ Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 12:35 AM
This is what you get for being single.
Hahas!
You go insane over super cute guys like this.
Roflmao.
Oh wells.
I got addicted to Hana Yori dango [Korean].
This guy is Korea's Hanazawa Rei.
Super duper good looking and cute.
HAHAS!
Alrighty.
Having POA and Sciences MCQ later.
Well, now is 1239.
So i'd better turn in early.
Oh yeah.
Word of advise people.
'Once in a lifetime,
When there's no second chance.'
If you love someone.
Don't ever think that it's so noble
to give up someone for the sake of their happiness.
Because, it's NOT.
That's being selfish, no?
When you let go.
What's gone is gone.
While you're lucky, hold on to it.
Because you'll never know what you have till it's gone.
And i hope it won't happen to anyone else.
Well, cheer up people.
(:
This is what you get for being single.Hahas!
You go insane over super cute guys like this.
Roflmao.
Oh wells.
I got addicted to Hana Yori dango [Korean].
This guy is Korea's Hanazawa Rei.
Super duper good looking and cute.
HAHAS!
Alrighty.
Having POA and Sciences MCQ later.
Well, now is 1239.
So i'd better turn in early.
Oh yeah.
Word of advise people.
'Once in a lifetime,
When there's no second chance.'
If you love someone.
Don't ever think that it's so noble
to give up someone for the sake of their happiness.
Because, it's NOT.
That's being selfish, no?
When you let go.
What's gone is gone.
While you're lucky, hold on to it.
Because you'll never know what you have till it's gone.
And i hope it won't happen to anyone else.
Well, cheer up people.
(:
Chances that slip by.
Regrets.
/ Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
Screwed.
Real screwed.
Chemistry paper was frickin' easy.
On the contrary, A math was Difficult.
Super.
And i was like 'shit' when i saw the paper.
I didn't even have any questions that i'm confident of.
Confirm chop Mr long will set this kind of standard.
Well, at least Chemistry was easy.
Hahas.
Wei teng got me addicted to J- drama.
Now i'm hooked onto Kat-tun.
Hahas.
Oh oh oh !~
Can't wait to go Genting next month. LOL.
Shopping to de-stress.
Hahas.
Today didn't go for P. J either.
Actually looked through score sheet and all at canteen.
Then slept for awhile. Haha.
So tired.
These few days was last minute benkio and all.
Till 1 plus 2am.
So yeah.
Next Monday is the last day for exams. YAY !
Kame is so so so so cute please ! :D
Addicted to his songs already.
Well. Can slack awhile now.
Hope someone would be kind enough to decipher my score sheet.
So that i can practice the song on the piano. HAHAS.
I'm a musical note idiot. Can't read notes.
Oh yeah people.
My tagboard really dead.
Don't be a silent reader can?
It's like 30+ readers a day and no tag.
Lol. sad you know ! T.T
Alrighty.
Off to watch Kat-tun. :D
Kon !
Screwed.
Real screwed.
Chemistry paper was frickin' easy.
On the contrary, A math was Difficult.
Super.
And i was like 'shit' when i saw the paper.
I didn't even have any questions that i'm confident of.
Confirm chop Mr long will set this kind of standard.
Well, at least Chemistry was easy.
Hahas.
Wei teng got me addicted to J- drama.
Now i'm hooked onto Kat-tun.
Hahas.
Oh oh oh !~
Can't wait to go Genting next month. LOL.
Shopping to de-stress.
Hahas.
Today didn't go for P. J either.
Actually looked through score sheet and all at canteen.
Then slept for awhile. Haha.
So tired.
These few days was last minute benkio and all.
Till 1 plus 2am.
So yeah.
Next Monday is the last day for exams. YAY !
Kame is so so so so cute please ! :D
Addicted to his songs already.
Well. Can slack awhile now.
Hope someone would be kind enough to decipher my score sheet.
So that i can practice the song on the piano. HAHAS.
I'm a musical note idiot. Can't read notes.
Oh yeah people.
My tagboard really dead.
Don't be a silent reader can?
It's like 30+ readers a day and no tag.
Lol. sad you know ! T.T
Alrighty.
Off to watch Kat-tun. :D
Kon !
It's been awhile now isn't it.
I miss you.
/ Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
I'm screwed for Math paper 1.
It's like. Omfg.
Paper 1 is frickin' harder than paper 2.
No logic. Lost 40 over marks.
And the rest is up to luck.
My brain is gonna be dead soon.
I'm trying to stuff all Chemistry stuff into my brain.
And today.
My first time.
Almost late for school.
Bodoh please.
I thought mum didn't wake me up.
She said she did.
Though i haven't got the faintest idea that she did.
I woke up at 0715.
New record man.
Ran to school like some idiot.
People still strolling into the school.
Reached at 0730.
Wow, incredible dao ~
I always needed like 45 minutes to prepare.
Was having flu in the morning.
And was so frickin' sleepy cos' i slept at 1 plus last night.
God. Torture. Hahas.
Luckily, today only had 1 paper.
And and.
I'm addicted to Kame, i'm deadddddddddddd.
Okay. Countdown to End of mid year ! :D
Next monday.
YES AH ! ~
Gotta benkio somemore on my Chemistry.
Gonna get screwed by A math anyway.
Bye bicycle .
Roflmao.
Kon ! *
I'm screwed for Math paper 1.
It's like. Omfg.
Paper 1 is frickin' harder than paper 2.
No logic. Lost 40 over marks.
And the rest is up to luck.
My brain is gonna be dead soon.
I'm trying to stuff all Chemistry stuff into my brain.
And today.
My first time.
Almost late for school.
Bodoh please.
I thought mum didn't wake me up.
She said she did.
Though i haven't got the faintest idea that she did.
I woke up at 0715.
New record man.
Ran to school like some idiot.
People still strolling into the school.
Reached at 0730.
Wow, incredible dao ~
I always needed like 45 minutes to prepare.
Was having flu in the morning.
And was so frickin' sleepy cos' i slept at 1 plus last night.
God. Torture. Hahas.
Luckily, today only had 1 paper.
And and.
I'm addicted to Kame, i'm deadddddddddddd.
Okay. Countdown to End of mid year ! :D
Next monday.
YES AH ! ~
Gotta benkio somemore on my Chemistry.
Gonna get screwed by A math anyway.
Bye bicycle .
Roflmao.
Kon ! *
My heart tells me i'm stupid.
/ Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 4:25 PM
I'm totally screwed for Physics.
How am i gonna get into BMS.
Oh god.
Blame me for studying for only freaking day.
I thought Physics paper was first,
so i studied it first.
Blur siol!
In the end.
omfg. Roflmao.
Social studies paper was first.
I got the shock of my life i tell you.
But then the paper quite manageable.
The Physics paper was like.
The standard of English low until cannot undestand.
Why? Not set by Mr Chan what.
Can't believe i'm gonna flunk science.
1 hour 15 min to do so many pages.
I haven't even reach the last page.
Grr.
Feel like banging my head against the wall.
And tomorrow is Math, die. -.-
Wish me luck ! :D
Kon ! *
P/s: silent readers. I've changed my blog song.
Double-Click on ' Over the rain' to listen
Give it time to buffer.
It's a nice song from 'Bloody monday'.
And it's a Super nice show.
Japanese drama. (:
Tata~
I'm totally screwed for Physics.
How am i gonna get into BMS.
Oh god.
Blame me for studying for only freaking day.
I thought Physics paper was first,
so i studied it first.
Blur siol!
In the end.
omfg. Roflmao.
Social studies paper was first.
I got the shock of my life i tell you.
But then the paper quite manageable.
The Physics paper was like.
The standard of English low until cannot undestand.
Why? Not set by Mr Chan what.
Can't believe i'm gonna flunk science.
1 hour 15 min to do so many pages.
I haven't even reach the last page.
Grr.
Feel like banging my head against the wall.
And tomorrow is Math, die. -.-
Wish me luck ! :D
Kon ! *
P/s: silent readers. I've changed my blog song.
Double-Click on ' Over the rain' to listen
Give it time to buffer.
It's a nice song from 'Bloody monday'.
And it's a Super nice show.
Japanese drama. (:
Tata~
/ Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
I feel so effed up with myself.
I kept telling myself.
Benkio benkio !
And omfg.
I didn't.
And tomorrow is both MAJOR papers.
SS & Physics.
Oh my tian. -.-
It'll be a miracle if the paper is super duper easy.
Hahas. Okay. Off i go.
Benkio ! ~
I feel so effed up with myself.
I kept telling myself.
Benkio benkio !
And omfg.
I didn't.
And tomorrow is both MAJOR papers.
SS & Physics.
Oh my tian. -.-
It'll be a miracle if the paper is super duper easy.
Hahas. Okay. Off i go.
Benkio ! ~
How i miss you.
/ Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
It's been 6 months already.
It's been 6 months already.
/ Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
Kon ! :D
Nobuta Wo Produce was fantabulous !
Okay.
Really shouldn't indulging on Japanese dramas.
Haven't even started revision. omfg. -.-
And i'm gonna fail chinese la.
I think.
Hahas.
Well. Nowadays is just going church to study on friday nights.
With no intention of going up at all.
Maybe, it's for the best..
Oh well .
Blog some other time.
Bye Bicycle !~
Kon ! :D
Nobuta Wo Produce was fantabulous !
Okay.
Really shouldn't indulging on Japanese dramas.
Haven't even started revision. omfg. -.-
And i'm gonna fail chinese la.
I think.
Hahas.
Well. Nowadays is just going church to study on friday nights.
With no intention of going up at all.
Maybe, it's for the best..
Oh well .
Blog some other time.
Bye Bicycle !~
/ Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Sato Takeru
Oh my gawdddd.
Another hottie. Hahas.
MYE in 2 days time.
Done for done for.
....
Its super hot now.
Oh gawd.
I think, i thought and i confirmed.
Well, i was glad i did.
Hmm..
But abit worrying. I guess.
Gonna turn in.
God, you can't do this.
You promised.
So keep it.
/ Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 11:09 PM
That familiar scent of yours would always make me turn around.
Only, to be left with nothing but my imaginations.
I'm just thinking too much.
But just the thought would hurt that much.
Was i lost in you and me?
To the point i couldn't see,
That we had was dying?
I'm used to pain, anyway.
That familiar scent of yours would always make me turn around.
Only, to be left with nothing but my imaginations.
I'm just thinking too much.
But just the thought would hurt that much.
Was i lost in you and me?
To the point i couldn't see,
That we had was dying?
I'm used to pain, anyway.
/ Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
What hurts the most ?
I've asked myself.
I went to Confi- camp with a broken heart.
You were that sunshine.
I left with a mended heart.
And i felt like the luckiest person on planet earth.
Just to have you by my side.
Now, it felt no different from the time i went for Confi-camp.
In fact, it hurt even more.
Yeap. Without me, would mean more freedom for you.
A burden off your shoulders.
You need not face your parent's attitude and all.
I never expected anything from you.
Nothing at all.
But. You had expectations.
It's not wrong, no.
But, sorry, i couldn't fufil them.
You told me.
'If you could, you would go back.'
Then a few months later, you said.
'Even if i could, i wouldn't go back because i've changed.'
It sounds contradicting, doesn't it.
'I won't leave you no matter what.'
Remember when i said that to you?
I bet you don't anyway.
What hurts the most ?
I've asked myself.
I went to Confi- camp with a broken heart.
You were that sunshine.
I left with a mended heart.
And i felt like the luckiest person on planet earth.
Just to have you by my side.
Now, it felt no different from the time i went for Confi-camp.
In fact, it hurt even more.
Yeap. Without me, would mean more freedom for you.
A burden off your shoulders.
You need not face your parent's attitude and all.
I never expected anything from you.
Nothing at all.
But. You had expectations.
It's not wrong, no.
But, sorry, i couldn't fufil them.
You told me.
'If you could, you would go back.'
Then a few months later, you said.
'Even if i could, i wouldn't go back because i've changed.'
It sounds contradicting, doesn't it.
'I won't leave you no matter what.'
Remember when i said that to you?
I bet you don't anyway.
/ @ 11:45 AM
♥Miura Shohei
♥Miura Shohei I officially have a new idol now.
So frickin' handsome please ! Omfg~
Haha. And Gira Gira and Gokusen 3 is nice.
I know i should be studying and all but, no motivation la.
Especially when so many things are going on in my life.
*sigh.*
I woke up at about 11 plus.
And i started to open my inbox.
And read all 1945 messages.
I started to think about the things you said.
And i figured.
You just treat this as though it's only 5 months worth of friendship.
Even though we see each other.
We're as good as strangers.
Just when i thought i have something i loved so much,
It slipped through my fingers and landed into someone else's hands.
It was never a right time to say goodbye.
......
Anyway. Sir Tan said i passed my First class drill test ! :D
Woohooo~
I've been worrying about it for so long man. OMGGGG.
Hahas.
Yeap, the thought of MYE coming is really torture man.
Ciaos.
