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/ Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
Today.
Was.
Sort.
Of.
Terrible.
Church was a bummer.
Which i don't want to emphasise any further.
After that went to Downtown East to eat Sakura.
I ate a lot. God.
And secondly.
I seriously haven't fricki' done any homework.
But i think AYG will save me tmr.
Hahas.
So it' sorta good in one way.
Though i think the whole thingy is kinda lame.
Wear Full-U for idk what.
Sports event leh. -.-
Urghh.
Gonna chiong my hmwk now
Adios~
/ Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 12:29 AM

Hey peeps.
Well.
I'm not exactly in the mood to blog right now.
In fact.
I'm feeling all shitty right now.
Anyway.
Here's a pic when i was at the Animal Resort.
Dogs are loved.
Unlike humans.
That's a cross-breed.
Siberian Husky- German Shepherd.
Mum didn't allow me to keep one.
I was so dejected.
Now, 2 reasons.
I haven't done any homework since holiday started.
Done for.
Feel so effed up.
Seriously.
I wonder if you guys ever felt the feeling of:
' i hate you' and 'i love you' mixed together.
I'm feeling so stupid.
I wonder why i cry so easily over this.
It's not as if its the first time.
You know what's impressive about you?
You have the power to control my laughter.
And my tears.
Just a few words.
And 'wham' .
It all comes out.
Did i do a fabulous job holding in all my emotions for the past 5 months?
Did i cover up well enough?
Did i not give in long enough ?
Did i do anything wrong?
Don't mess around.
And don't say things as though they're so convenient.
Fine, do things your way.
Like you've ALWAYS did.
Because you never cared about who is worried about you.
You never ever did.
Don't give people false hope.
Seriously.
It'll only hurt even more.
Well, that's what you're capable of anyway.
I trusted you.
So much.

Tell me face to face.
That you don't love me anymore.
/ Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 12:18 AM
aiya.
Attachment today was super fun man.
God.
You can't resist the cute puppies there ! :D
omg~
Can't wait to see them tmr.
Will upload pics when i have the time.
Ciaos~
/ Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 12:43 AM
SASA
Okaeri !
Woah. Came back like 12am Yesterday.
Flight delay.
Anyway. Did crazy things in Genting. Yeah.
Spent loads of time shopping, Bowling, and Karaoke-ing.
Spend money like water.
Lol.
I'm lazy to write out the details anyway.
Yeah. Work was suppose to start today,
But because Joping fell sick, it cannot be helped but start tomorrow.
Thanks to her, i get a free day of rest from that exhausting flight.
(:
Watched 'Let's get married' till the end.
Last episode was like.
Omg.
I started tearing up real quickly.
Well, i started thinking back.
Which i shouldn't do right now.
Alright. Should go rest now.
Cos' there's attachment tmr.
Ciaos.

"I'll be here, whenever you want to lean on me.
365 days a year.
24 hours a day."

/ Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
Going Genting tomorrow till 17th.
So please save your efforts and money by not texting/calling me.
Though i'm 24/7 available through phone everyday,
I don't mean you can wake me up at 7am just for something stupid.
And believe me.
I have what you call : wake up blues.
So ya' call me for nothing or wake me up with an sms,
Good luck with that. -.-
Anyway.
Life is so boring.
All i have been doing during the holidays is going for classes.
And staring at my laptop the whole day.
Grr.
I don't wanna leave Ueda at home.
Super duper sad please.
Argh.
When that text came.
All i did was feel really frustrated.
It's been like what. 5 months.
FIVE okay.
Don't come bringing my hopes up.
I won't fall for that anymore.
okay.
Because i know I'll be plunged down into pain and agony again.
Wishes?
It doesn't matter what wish i make.
It only matters whether you are gonna fulfil it or not.
Obviously, not.
I don't want to waste time reminiscing and reminiscing about the past.
Why bother right now.
Why bring up the pain in my heart once more?
Holding on to something that is not even mine,
is just being stupid.

Because of you, I'll remember love as hell.
/ Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 1:24 AM
Sorry for not blogging in ages.
Well. Was Sort of busy and sort of free.
But most of all, lazy.
Life is duller than ever.
No dramas to watch.
Later on will be campfire.
Can't wait man. Hahas.
Oh well.
Can't be bothered with my life anymore.
Just can't wait for Genting.
Get out of this frickin' hot place.
Anyway. Bought my bagpack already.
And and.
Mummy bought this huge stuffed toy dog for me.
I named it Ueda. Sasa's Maru.
Mine's Off-white and Her's Blue.
So nice to hug.
Cool man ~
Alrighty.
Ciaos.
Because of you.
I'll remember Love as Hell.
/ Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 12:01 AM
Feels good when ya' don't have to go for camp.
Well, busy holiday.
Genting trip feels so near yet so far.
Ahhh.
Wish it would come tomorrow.
Get away from my life once in a while.
Well, it's been a pain.
Every single day.
That is annoying.
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