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/ Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 12:39 PM
I seem to be doing well for all subjects except MATH.
Both.
And now, teachr calls up a meet- the -parents session.
I'm so frickin' dead i tell you.
Who ask Mr long teach like so bullet train.
Okay. So i need to get a tutor.
Hahas. I'm a math idiot. -.-
Running later. woohoo !~
But yeah la.
No energy.
Cause i stayed up too late for my Chemistry project.
T.T
Havin' mass and Project J later.
Yeaps.
Okay. Gotta prepare for X country alrd.
So, ciaos.
I seem to be doing well for all subjects except MATH.
Both.
And now, teachr calls up a meet- the -parents session.
I'm so frickin' dead i tell you.
Who ask Mr long teach like so bullet train.
Okay. So i need to get a tutor.
Hahas. I'm a math idiot. -.-
Running later. woohoo !~
But yeah la.
No energy.
Cause i stayed up too late for my Chemistry project.
T.T
Havin' mass and Project J later.
Yeaps.
Okay. Gotta prepare for X country alrd.
So, ciaos.
/ @ 1:25 AM
Woohooooooo.
Finally did finish my Chemistry project.
It can be disclosed now.
Hahas.
Give me your comments alright people.
Here's the webby:
www.h-ydrogen-2.blogspot.com
Alrighty. So frickin' sleepy.
Havin' X-county later. YAY. (:
Okay. gonna sleep now.
Cheerio.
Woohooooooo.
Finally did finish my Chemistry project.
It can be disclosed now.
Hahas.
Give me your comments alright people.
Here's the webby:
www.h-ydrogen-2.blogspot.com
Alrighty. So frickin' sleepy.
Havin' X-county later. YAY. (:
Okay. gonna sleep now.
Cheerio.
ILYILYILYILY.
IMYIMYIMYIMY.
/ Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
First of all.
I don't understand why the proposal must be reprinted again and again.
We're supposed to Save the earth, weren't we ?
Well.
I don't think its reasonable at all.
As the saying goes:
Since it's not your paper and ink,
You won't feel the pain.
True, cause i felt the same thing last year.
It was hell. -.-
Alrighty. Went Church just now.
Yeaps.
First of all.
I don't understand why the proposal must be reprinted again and again.
We're supposed to Save the earth, weren't we ?
Well.
I don't think its reasonable at all.
As the saying goes:
Since it's not your paper and ink,
You won't feel the pain.
True, cause i felt the same thing last year.
It was hell. -.-
Alrighty. Went Church just now.
Yeaps.
IMY; ILY.
/ @ 5:47 PM
Okay.
First of all.
I'm confirm chop gonna fail A & E math for CA1.
Which is of course, die.
Secondly, i topped class for English, A2.
Which of course, Yay me. :D
But i'm suspecting something about certain scores..
Oh well.
Thirdly, X- country this Friday.
YAY.
No CCA. Yes ah~
Alrighty.
I'm desperately looking for my Graffti Hoodie.
Anyone have any idea where to find it ?
zz.
Alright. Wasn't in the best of moods.
See Mr long face, will be like : ' Sigh', Math gone case already.
Yeap. And had a chemistry test just now.
Hongsiang and I took it because we were absent last time round.
I practically stared at the paper, and i think i would die, 50-50.
Yeah.
I thought that with Suganthi's memory so fricki bad,
she wouldn't remember.
Hahas. Well, i was wrong.
While doing the test outside class,
Opposite classes were like so frickin' loud and noisy.
Kns. -.-
Alrighty. Gonna do project.
Then go church later.
Cheerio.
Okay.
First of all.
I'm confirm chop gonna fail A & E math for CA1.
Which is of course, die.
Secondly, i topped class for English, A2.
Which of course, Yay me. :D
But i'm suspecting something about certain scores..
Oh well.
Thirdly, X- country this Friday.
YAY.
No CCA. Yes ah~
Alrighty.
I'm desperately looking for my Graffti Hoodie.
Anyone have any idea where to find it ?
zz.
Alright. Wasn't in the best of moods.
See Mr long face, will be like : ' Sigh', Math gone case already.
Yeap. And had a chemistry test just now.
Hongsiang and I took it because we were absent last time round.
I practically stared at the paper, and i think i would die, 50-50.
Yeah.
I thought that with Suganthi's memory so fricki bad,
she wouldn't remember.
Hahas. Well, i was wrong.
While doing the test outside class,
Opposite classes were like so frickin' loud and noisy.
Kns. -.-
Alrighty. Gonna do project.
Then go church later.
Cheerio.
Don't lie to me,
I don't want my hopes up for nothing.
/ Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
Wow.
It's 11.30pm.
I'm frickin' sleepy.
But yeah.
I'm enjoying my Chemistry project.
Not to be disclosed till submission.
Later some people don't know what is copyrighted.
Hahas.
Yana and Joping came over to do project today.
Yeaps. :D
Cool.
Okays. I'm gonna hit the hay now.
Super duper Sleepy man.
Cheerios.
Wow.
It's 11.30pm.
I'm frickin' sleepy.
But yeah.
I'm enjoying my Chemistry project.
Not to be disclosed till submission.
Later some people don't know what is copyrighted.
Hahas.
Yana and Joping came over to do project today.
Yeaps. :D
Cool.
Okays. I'm gonna hit the hay now.
Super duper Sleepy man.
Cheerios.
Only love can say,
Try again, or Walk away.
And i hope that one day,
The sun will shine will shine again for me and you.
/ Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
This is an edited post.
Yeaps.
Well.
Flag day yesterday was alright.
Collected a lot of money.
Hahas. :X
Okay. Nothing alrd.
Ciaos Ding dong bells !
This is an edited post.
Yeaps.
Well.
Flag day yesterday was alright.
Collected a lot of money.
Hahas. :X
Okay. Nothing alrd.
Ciaos Ding dong bells !
/ Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
Okay.
First off.
Today was rather a fun day.
I found out that i can run faster listening to Japnese songs.
Yeaps.
Then had the CDP thingy.
Ohohoh !
Hahas.
And Speech day rehearsal was frickin' fun.
Lots of CIs came today.
But yeaps.
Fed up with some things.
Ended NP at 1915.
Rushed home to Bathe.
Changed, left for dinner.
Ran to Church for Project J.
Yeaps.
Flag day tomorrow.
It's not that i don't like CIP.
It's like.
So tiring and all. Grr.
X- country next week.
Woo hoo !
So damn frickin' exciting.
I'm gonna get into top 5, that is, if that's even possible.
So many people cheat during the 10 round today.
I don't see why.
It's just 10 rounds what. LOL ~
Alright alright.
Ciaos.
Okay.
First off.
Today was rather a fun day.
I found out that i can run faster listening to Japnese songs.
Yeaps.
Then had the CDP thingy.
Ohohoh !
Hahas.
And Speech day rehearsal was frickin' fun.
Lots of CIs came today.
But yeaps.
Fed up with some things.
Ended NP at 1915.
Rushed home to Bathe.
Changed, left for dinner.
Ran to Church for Project J.
Yeaps.
Flag day tomorrow.
It's not that i don't like CIP.
It's like.
So tiring and all. Grr.
X- country next week.
Woo hoo !
So damn frickin' exciting.
I'm gonna get into top 5, that is, if that's even possible.
So many people cheat during the 10 round today.
I don't see why.
It's just 10 rounds what. LOL ~
Alright alright.
Ciaos.
The Forever you said, was left behind Yesterday.
/ Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 7:34 PM
Yeap.
I'm gonna surrender my Lappy to Parents.
Sad isn't it ?
But yeap.
Gotta start bucking up.
Even though i said this almost a million times over.
Hahs. So yeah.
To my faithful readers,
Keep my blog alive cos' its soo not Dead.
Well. I am. Hahas.
Tata ~
Yeap.
I'm gonna surrender my Lappy to Parents.
Sad isn't it ?
But yeap.
Gotta start bucking up.
Even though i said this almost a million times over.
Hahs. So yeah.
To my faithful readers,
Keep my blog alive cos' its soo not Dead.
Well. I am. Hahas.
Tata ~
/ Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
How long will i be waiting, to be with you again ?
How long will i be waiting, to be with you again ?
/ @ 2:04 PM
"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought,
Useless, and disappointing."
Familiar? Adapted from Cinderella Story.
Well. Even if they approve right now.
I don't see what meaning it holds any longer.
You already moved on, isn't so?
But it's not the same for me.
I'm still stuck right here.
On this Path.
Because.
You selfishly didn't take me with you.
You did everything by yourself,
Think so ?
Well, i think so.
I get my hopes up, and i watch them fall, everytime.
Without fail.
"We'll get through this together"
Did we?
What happened.
What the hell happened.
Telling me all this, what for?
It's not as if you're right here.
It's not as if it'll change anything.
It's not as if the world will turn upside down and my parents will say ' YES' .
My heart is hurting.
I can't breathe.
It's like i'm having a day from hell.
And it's repeating all over again and again and again.
Do you even know how i feel right now?
Did you ever think it was oh-so- easy to love?
You let me fall into the hole deeper and deeper.
And when i'm at the bottom.
You'll tell me.
' I'm leaving. Get outta this hole by yourself. Bye.'
I feel like just someone you can cast aside as and when you like.
Who am i to you ?
Were the things you said before just crap?
Or do you really mean them?
"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought,
Useless, and disappointing."
Familiar? Adapted from Cinderella Story.
Well. Even if they approve right now.
I don't see what meaning it holds any longer.
You already moved on, isn't so?
But it's not the same for me.
I'm still stuck right here.
On this Path.
Because.
You selfishly didn't take me with you.
You did everything by yourself,
Think so ?
Well, i think so.
I get my hopes up, and i watch them fall, everytime.
Without fail.
"We'll get through this together"
Did we?
What happened.
What the hell happened.
Telling me all this, what for?
It's not as if you're right here.
It's not as if it'll change anything.
It's not as if the world will turn upside down and my parents will say ' YES' .
My heart is hurting.
I can't breathe.
It's like i'm having a day from hell.
And it's repeating all over again and again and again.
Do you even know how i feel right now?
Did you ever think it was oh-so- easy to love?
You let me fall into the hole deeper and deeper.
And when i'm at the bottom.
You'll tell me.
' I'm leaving. Get outta this hole by yourself. Bye.'
I feel like just someone you can cast aside as and when you like.
Who am i to you ?
Were the things you said before just crap?
Or do you really mean them?
We're just like a Crystal ball.
Strong but weak.
Smashed and broken.
Waiting for Magic to fix us back together.
But, there's no magic in this world.
Only Superglue.
Even if we're fixed back together,
there will be cracks here and there.
No more as perfect as before.
/ Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
Today is Valentine's day.
Yeap.
The most boring one i've ever had in Sec sch life.
Apparently people want me to get fat.
Cause i received loads of sweets and chocolates.
Lol. But yeaps. I have a sweet tooth.
I'm stuck at home .
Mum and dad went to friend's wedding.
So sweet please.
Married on Valentine's day !
Aww.
And Baka's away for 2 days cause of Chalet.
Here i am.
People out there 'Part-tore' [ dating ].
I'm at home blogging and sleeping.
Stupid isn't it ?
Crying on Valentine's day.
Contradicting ain't it ?
Well, that's my life.
Tata, for now.
Today is Valentine's day.
Yeap.
The most boring one i've ever had in Sec sch life.
Apparently people want me to get fat.
Cause i received loads of sweets and chocolates.
Lol. But yeaps. I have a sweet tooth.
I'm stuck at home .
Mum and dad went to friend's wedding.
So sweet please.
Married on Valentine's day !
Aww.
And Baka's away for 2 days cause of Chalet.
Here i am.
People out there 'Part-tore' [ dating ].
I'm at home blogging and sleeping.
Stupid isn't it ?
Crying on Valentine's day.
Contradicting ain't it ?
Well, that's my life.
Tata, for now.
The best day anyone could have.
You weren't here with me.
Pity, isn't it ?
Labels: p
/ @ 12:35 AM
But not for me. Hahs.
Alrights. This week sucks.
So busy the whole week.
Proposal cork up a lil' bit.
Training today was like so tiring.
Adding on the 10 rounds of the school track during PE.
Its so. What the.
Okay. I really need to sleep man.
Replenish the sleep i lost during the last few days esp ystd.
And oh ya.
To that guy.
I don't think you get the picture right.
After what you did and after all the trouble you've caused me.
You still got the cheek to ask me to be your friend.
And you still go around asking people for my number.
I mean like.
Please, get out of my life. Grr !
Anyway. Yesterday went for Project J.
I didn't know there was a healing session .
But yeaps.
Like an emotional moment, but who cares.
And got a Fabulous hug i've longed for so long.
For once, i felt relieved.
It was like : ahhhhhhhhhhh*
Like how you drink coke when you're thirsty ya' know ?
Okay.
Switch on the air-con, and sleeppppp :DD
HAPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE ! :D
Happy day for you guys right? But not for me. Hahs.
Alrights. This week sucks.
So busy the whole week.
Proposal cork up a lil' bit.
Training today was like so tiring.
Adding on the 10 rounds of the school track during PE.
Its so. What the.
Okay. I really need to sleep man.
Replenish the sleep i lost during the last few days esp ystd.
And oh ya.
To that guy.
I don't think you get the picture right.
After what you did and after all the trouble you've caused me.
You still got the cheek to ask me to be your friend.
And you still go around asking people for my number.
I mean like.
Please, get out of my life. Grr !
Anyway. Yesterday went for Project J.
I didn't know there was a healing session .
But yeaps.
Like an emotional moment, but who cares.
And got a Fabulous hug i've longed for so long.
For once, i felt relieved.
It was like : ahhhhhhhhhhh*
Like how you drink coke when you're thirsty ya' know ?
Okay.
Switch on the air-con, and sleeppppp :DD
And i love you more than you ever know.
/ Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 1:20 AM
Tell you what people.
Now its 1:21 am
I'm so damn friggin' sleepy.
Hope the proposal will pass it's first stage.
Haiz.
SO EFFING TIRED LA!
BYE !
Tell you what people.
Now its 1:21 am
I'm so damn friggin' sleepy.
Hope the proposal will pass it's first stage.
Haiz.
SO EFFING TIRED LA!
BYE !
/ Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 8:23 PM
YAY.
Finally, a Piano teacher, Ben.
Hahas! :D
Today's Physics test was like.
Speechless please.
Study so many topics in the end all focus on Light.
And Work.
Kns.
And Yup.
Doing proposals now.
Have to be in by friday.
Tomorrow's E math test. -- die.
Ciaos.
YAY.
Finally, a Piano teacher, Ben.
Hahas! :D
Today's Physics test was like.
Speechless please.
Study so many topics in the end all focus on Light.
And Work.
Kns.
And Yup.
Doing proposals now.
Have to be in by friday.
Tomorrow's E math test. -- die.
Ciaos.
Its another Virtual Eleventh.
The third, to be exact.
Oh well.
/ Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 10:07 PM
I'm losing my voice quite soon.
Muggin' for tests.
Proposals all over again.
Relationship problemo.
Failing Math.
Tired.
Sleepy.
Feel like dying.
*sigh*.
Fever.
Flu.
Sore Throat.
What else.
I'm going mentally insane.
In other words,
I'm losing my sanity.
Tomorrow still got GOH training.
Next day Emath test.
Which i know i'm gonna fail friggin' badly also.
Haiz.
Can't wait to get out of the school man. ):
And seriously, i hate the fact that there's math like every single day.
*screams*.
I'm losing my voice quite soon.
Muggin' for tests.
Proposals all over again.
Relationship problemo.
Failing Math.
Tired.
Sleepy.
Feel like dying.
*sigh*.
Fever.
Flu.
Sore Throat.
What else.
I'm going mentally insane.
In other words,
I'm losing my sanity.
Tomorrow still got GOH training.
Next day Emath test.
Which i know i'm gonna fail friggin' badly also.
Haiz.
Can't wait to get out of the school man. ):
And seriously, i hate the fact that there's math like every single day.
*screams*.
/ Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 8:32 PM
I'm back from Genting.
Apparently, some things happened in NP while H.S.M weren't there.
Not High School Musical yah.
Hahs.
Alrighty. Sec one camp coming up.
We'll see how it goes (:
Down with flu.
A math test confirm chop fail.
But, miraculously, i passed POA!
Without even studying though. :D
But yeah, i'm not gonna be an accountant anyway.
I won't be expecting anything to happen.
Because i don't want to get my hopes too high.
And i have to watch them fall, every time.
Having MT test tmr.
But i'll study for the Chemistry test.
Science is more important to me though.
Alrighty.
Ciaos.
I'm back from Genting.
Apparently, some things happened in NP while H.S.M weren't there.
Not High School Musical yah.
Hahs.
Alrighty. Sec one camp coming up.
We'll see how it goes (:
Down with flu.
A math test confirm chop fail.
But, miraculously, i passed POA!
Without even studying though. :D
But yeah, i'm not gonna be an accountant anyway.
I won't be expecting anything to happen.
Because i don't want to get my hopes too high.
And i have to watch them fall, every time.
Having MT test tmr.
But i'll study for the Chemistry test.
Science is more important to me though.
Alrighty.
Ciaos.
You know i miss you.
/ Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
The Earth is round.
One minute, you can be on top of the world.
And the next moment, you'll be upside-down.
That's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
Downright Miserable.
I'm not heading for school tomorrow.
Yeap. Good thing.
Cos' having a Chemistry test tmr.
Haiz.
I'd better start packing.
I'm starting to fail my Math.
Oh dear.
The Earth is round.
One minute, you can be on top of the world.
And the next moment, you'll be upside-down.
That's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
Downright Miserable.
I'm not heading for school tomorrow.
Yeap. Good thing.
Cos' having a Chemistry test tmr.
Haiz.
I'd better start packing.
I'm starting to fail my Math.
Oh dear.
Those words,
i thought i'd never hear them again.
/ Monday, February 2, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
Okay.
First of all. Mr Bala doesn't allow us to take O' lvl History/ SS.
Mr Yeo insisted that we had to have distinctions.
God.
I thought i'd have something to concentrate on.
Secondly, i won't be here to blog on my miserable life for the next few days.
Too many tests, a good way to make me study.
Thirdly, i'd be away on Friday after 3pm.
After i settle everything in NP, i'd take my leave.
Hmm.
So please, spare me your calls, and texts alrighty.
Hahas.
But ! Keep my tagboard alive ~
And to think i have a AM test coming up.
Alrighty. Have to go now.
Surrender my lappy. -.-
Ciao ding dong bells !
Okay.
First of all. Mr Bala doesn't allow us to take O' lvl History/ SS.
Mr Yeo insisted that we had to have distinctions.
God.
I thought i'd have something to concentrate on.
Secondly, i won't be here to blog on my miserable life for the next few days.
Too many tests, a good way to make me study.
Thirdly, i'd be away on Friday after 3pm.
After i settle everything in NP, i'd take my leave.
Hmm.
So please, spare me your calls, and texts alrighty.
Hahas.
But ! Keep my tagboard alive ~
And to think i have a AM test coming up.
Alrighty. Have to go now.
Surrender my lappy. -.-
Ciao ding dong bells !
/ Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
Back from dinner.
Cousin spilt Coconut juice on me.
If this is America, i would sue.
Okay.
Anyway. Tomorrow's POA test.
I'm dead meat.
Didn't study, do homework, nor revise.
Bad way to start the year huh ?
Well, a lot happened recently.
Bad timing, i guess.
All i'm feeling is hopeless, and miserable.
Can someone tell me how could this be?
Crying, without any shoulder to cry on.
Laughing, with no one to laugh with.
Miserable, with no one to embrace with.
All alone. All broken up inside.
Obstacles.
That i can't overcome by myself.
Where were you when i needed you by my side?
I couldn't get such a simple thing done.
I'm sorry, i've let you down.
Back from dinner.
Cousin spilt Coconut juice on me.
If this is America, i would sue.
Okay.
Anyway. Tomorrow's POA test.
I'm dead meat.
Didn't study, do homework, nor revise.
Bad way to start the year huh ?
Well, a lot happened recently.
Bad timing, i guess.
All i'm feeling is hopeless, and miserable.
Can someone tell me how could this be?
Crying, without any shoulder to cry on.
Laughing, with no one to laugh with.
Miserable, with no one to embrace with.
All alone. All broken up inside.
Obstacles.
That i can't overcome by myself.
Where were you when i needed you by my side?
I couldn't get such a simple thing done.
I'm sorry, i've let you down.
/ @ 2:54 PM
I really don't know what you're thinking.
Rant at by mum like the friggin' whole day.
Life, i don't have one.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And i thought.
All i have to do was trust in you.
Things are really difficult for me right now.
My mum said it so clearly.
There's no use fighting for anything.
You know so clearly what her answer will be.
I really, don't understand.
I'm better off dead.
I'd rather die.
It's been friggin' one month plus already.
We're not movin' on.
Instead, we're just back to the start.
I seriously, don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I asked myself this question everyday, : How, what should i do?
At least, i'm going Genting this friday..
I won't be there for Project J.
Maybe, i just need some time alone.
Even if i go there, i'd just think about something else.
So might as well.
I'd like to say: Everything will be okay.
Everything will be alright.
Everything will go my way.
But i know that i'll just be lying to myself.
2 dates, i will have to be alone.
And even on my birthday, i have HRC.
Well, maybe it's for the best.
I really don't know what you're thinking.
Rant at by mum like the friggin' whole day.
Life, i don't have one.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And i thought.
All i have to do was trust in you.
Things are really difficult for me right now.
My mum said it so clearly.
There's no use fighting for anything.
You know so clearly what her answer will be.
I really, don't understand.
I'm better off dead.
I'd rather die.
It's been friggin' one month plus already.
We're not movin' on.
Instead, we're just back to the start.
I seriously, don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I asked myself this question everyday, : How, what should i do?
At least, i'm going Genting this friday..
I won't be there for Project J.
Maybe, i just need some time alone.
Even if i go there, i'd just think about something else.
So might as well.
I'd like to say: Everything will be okay.
Everything will be alright.
Everything will go my way.
But i know that i'll just be lying to myself.
2 dates, i will have to be alone.
And even on my birthday, i have HRC.
Well, maybe it's for the best.
Stay my Baby.
