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/ Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
'Sophisticated But Yet Complicated. '
Hey people.
I can officially say that A math is done for, for me that is.
Log, urgh !
And 1st class drill test is like this friday please.
Prepare to fail badly.
Oh god.
If only 3 days of training would help.
*sigh*
And yeap.
Things aren't the same.
Not anymore.
I guess.
"I have a friend. Can you help me find him?
If you ever find him,
Tell him, i love him and i miss him so."
/ Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 10:09 PM
' ENDLESSLY.'
Akira ;Tamaki; Chiharu
Practically spent the whole day at Mandai today.
Because it was raining and all.
I was like : save the earth la.
I don't know how many times i've been saying that for the past 3 hours there.
Anyway.
I totally omfg there's a test like tomorrow.
Oh god.
Alright. Gonna sleep now.
Will post pis another day.
Cheerios.
When you said you love me,
do you mean it?
/ @ 12:41 AM
'Nothing but the truth. '
Yesterday's training was like wtf please.
Thanks to those with stupid excuses.
Well, at least we managed to run the activities smoothly.
Was superbly pissed off.
Really.
No sense of responsibility.
Forget it.
P.E lessons getting more and more tedious lately.
Well, they are afraid that more N.S men would just drop dead at a few pumpings.
I mean, seriously.
Woke up today, and wow.
Whole body ache like crazy.
Like as though i did PT yesterday.
Oh well.
Gonna sleep now.
So tired.
'I love you', in what way then ?
/ Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
' If only, Love was like a Ferris Wheel.'
This will be short and sweet.
Cause i have to rush out the CDP project.
As some people don't want to do.
It's always a one man show.
No matter how much it pisses me off,
I still have to do it.
Today's the 26th.
Which Marks the 3rd month.
I've been abstaining from M&Ms for 2 days.
And seriously, i'm not used to it.
Alright. Not in the mood to blog anyway.
Will update tomorrow night.
You didn't Love me as much as you claimed you did.
If you really did,
You wouldn't leave without warning.
/ Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
'If I could, I would.'
I officially am sick right now.
Having sore throat from excessive indulgence in chocolates.
March.
So many people's birthday man.
Okay,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :
Hillary: 1 March
Takashi [ Clar ] : 11 March
Terrance: 12 March
Akira [ me ] : 19 March
Igy: 21 March
Marcus: 21 March
Valerie: 21 March
and finally,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISI ! :D
24.03.09
We're NC16 finally !~
Apparently, 21st March seems to be a 'lucky' day.
Went to Grandma's house that day.
So it happened to be Marcus's Birthday.
So i gave him one bottle of my M&Ms. LOL.
Yeap.
Hahas.
If only Love was a Ferris wheel.
/ Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
'Love is like a Crystal ball, strong yet fragile.'
Went to Parliament house today.
It was Super cool.
Security was super tight though.
As though we're leaving the country or something.
I'd like to go once more man.
So class please.
And the scenery was also fan-tabulous man!
It's like you can even see the Flyer, and Esplanade from the Window.
And also Clarke Quay.
Omg.
Missed lessons, which was also good.
Cause i didn't do my homework.
Oh well.
Watched CSS just now.
Seriously hope Jarod will be the next CSS or Ai jia.
Hahas.
But yeap.
If Jarod becomes the next CSS, tongues will start wagging.
Just like what happened to Shawn.
They'll say idk what bull-shit la.
They just don't appreciate young talent like i do.
Hahas.
Alright. Will post pictures of Parliament trip soon.
I'm gonna sleep now.
It's as though i'm lost.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore.
P.s: VOTE FOR JAROD ! :DDD
/ @ 12:10 AM
' Ashita e' no melodi '
School starts i approx 7 hours or so.
Now is 12.16am.
Yeap.
And and.
I bought M&Ms from Khatib just now.
YAY.
Alright.
I haven't done my homework one bit.
I'm dead.
Nights.
What now ?
/ Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 12:00 PM
' I WANT M&M CHOCOLATES.
PRONTO ! '
Apparently now, i'm in a foul mood.
I've ran outta chocolates.
And 'Shop and save' doesn't sell M&Ms which is like omfg.
Yesterday was my.. 6+8= 14th bottle this week.
And if anyone gets M&M chocolates for me,
I'll seriously be grateful.
Lie to me for the last time,
And say you love me.
/ Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
' Hurt. '
What have i done?
You seem to move on easy.
When you lie, you'll need another one to cover it.
/ @ 12:26 AM
'The Exit to all this nonsense. '
Another tiring day.
Went for KBOX at AMK hub.
Ddidn't go for stations nor mass.
Sorry God >.<
Alright.
I indulged in chocolates again.
It was a total of 10 boxes this week.
ate 4 boxes of M&M.
Was in a bad mood, so yeap.
Talked toDevin for a lttle while.
Felt a lot better.
Hahas.
SL asked me a question today.
'Why did you come for PJ even though.. '
So i told her,
I didn't come here for him.
I came here for God,
But of course if he came,
I'll be happier at least.
But yeah la, who cares, -.-
HAIYA.
12.48 am alrd.
So sleepy.
Update tmr.
Where was the you three months ago?
/ Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
'To hear your voice,
Above the Noise.'
19.03.09
I'm omfg Sixteen people ! :D
NC16, Woohoo!
Anyway. Went to Ubin for HRC today.
Yeap.
Slept early yesterday. About 1014 or so.
But woke up later due to flooding of birthday messages.
Got quite a few today too, after i switched on my phone.
' 10 smses' and ' 6 caller alerts' >.<
Nevertheless, thanks you dudes and babes.
For remembering my birthday and all.
I love you guys ! <3333333
Yeap. Hahas.
Joping and Cindy even had eggs and flour prepared for me.
But too bad.
I told them i couldn't dirty NP shirt, so yeap.
ITE Joping told me to cook the eggs.
LOL. But still, thanks!
Oh ya, to those whom messages i did not reply.
I read your messages but then i'm currently short of messages so, Gomenasai.
Okay, today had HRC.
So apparently, went to climb obstacles and stuff.
Did Flying fox, which was omfg cool like hell.
Went down with Terrence, instead of Sisi though.
Lol. Had trouble climbing the approx 7 story high tower.
As in the place to 'fly' or 'take off' from.
The steps had a lot of holes, and i had a phobia of that.
So i took my time to go up.
Hahas. Fun, especially the tunnel.
Oh well.
Probably the best day in my life this year.
I'll post pictures on HRC another day.
Too lazy and sleepy.
Hahas. Alrighty.
mata' ashita. <3
The eleventh hour, and the eleventh minute.
Meant that someone is thinking of you.
I trust in you.
And i began to doubt myself even more.
/ Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 3:19 PM
'LIKE A ROSE,
TRAMPLED ON THE GROUND.'
Sorry people, for not blogging for quite some time.
Nevertheless, thank you for keeping this blog alive while i was gone.
Went online to check on asknlearn.com
I seriously hope that Suganthi had posted the test up though.
But i was wrong.
Yeap.
4 days of slack. I still feel tired.
Tomorrow's HRC. Should be quite fun.
And after that, i really wonder what Cindy and Joping have in store for me.
God, not a birthday bash alright.
Anything but that.
Situation is not changing.
Probably you'll see me putting on weight after the holidays.
I ate 3 boxes of chocolate today in one shot.
Not including the other 3 boxes i ate on monday.
Not to say that i'm eating so much because i'm in a foul mood.
But just by eating chocolate really makes my day.
And my pocket empty of course.
Hahas.
Went to eat my birthday lunch Last sunday.
Which i think is totally sucky.
Lion city hotel or something.
Oh well.
Came home at 0530.
Then slept till the next day. Lol. ~
It's about 14 hours of sleep.
Cool right.
Too much to think about,
I'd rather sleep.
But maybe i'm thinking too much that i'm actually dreaming of you.
Hahas. Oh well..
Watched Ouran High for the 4th time on Monday.
One shot finish.
Watched S.A for the 2nd time yesterday.
Completed today. Hahas.
I haven't touched any homework since Friday.
What to do? Seriously..
Anyone has Achluophobia?
I have. -.-
Hahas.
Alrighty.
Cheerios.
/ Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
'Thought you should know i've tried my best to let go of you,
But i don't want to.'
Okay, i'm back to update on my oh-so boring life.
Well, don't get me wrong.
I just happen to have a CDP project, duh.
Totally abstinence from my lappy this whole week.
Yeap.
There's NP once again tomorrow.
Just when camp was just over.
Sheesh.
It's been a long week.
Next week's the holidays.
Yeap. Like finally.
Boo yeah !
Alright. I haven't been in the best of moods.
I get irritated by noise quite easily these few days.
Yeap.
Falling ill already.
YAY.
And when i think of the prelims coming up,
I just feel like dying.
Well people. I'm gonna include a question in every post from now on.
So!
Question of the day:
Why are promises made when they are meant to be broken?
~
You can answer on my tagboard or whatsoever.
I'll reply you, promise.
Cheerios.
(:
Sorry, what's the point?
/ Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 9:47 PM
'If you say something is true,
Then Prove it.'
Basically, this will be my last post until later.
I won't be using my lappy that often anymore.
Because i decided to mug for my mid-year examinations.
And also, my long awaited Combine Humanities Prelims.
I simply cannot imagine myself failing.
Yeap. Having a test on wednesday.
Anyway, i did something frickin' stupid just now.
Hahas.
Nah, nevermind.
Well then.
Cheerios. Remember, this blog is not dead! :D
Ciao.
i.love.you.
/ @ 12:45 AM
I'M BACK PEOPLE !
Camp was like, omfg.
Super slack please.
But nevertheless, still exhausted.
And i still can't accept the frickin' fact that there's school tmr.
And i can't take MC.
Seriously la.
I mean, they ain't kids anymore.
So why must we help in everything?
So pissed off la.
I can't believe i 'wasted' my long awaited weekends just like that.
So frickin' tired.
Grr. -.-
I'M BACK PEOPLE !
Camp was like, omfg.
Super slack please.
But nevertheless, still exhausted.
And i still can't accept the frickin' fact that there's school tmr.
And i can't take MC.
Seriously la.
I mean, they ain't kids anymore.
So why must we help in everything?
So pissed off la.
I can't believe i 'wasted' my long awaited weekends just like that.
So frickin' tired.
Grr. -.-
Just Friends.
Breaking Down. / Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 12:19 AM
Seriously, today was omfg tiring please.
First had P.E, Ran 8 rounds which was 2.4km.
Continuously. Yeap.
Then after that almost fainted.
Then continued with 5BX, which was like What the hell.
Then had NP after school.
The sun was Scorching hot man.
Sunburnt.
Had parade.
Whole body aching like shit.
After that still must do messing.
And tomorrow still got camp.
Must wake up at about 0545.am or so.
It's like wtf la.
My weekends i've been waiting for is all wasted on the camp.
Hopefully it'll turn out alright.
I guess..
Anyway, i'm frickin' tired.
SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS-LY TIRED !
ciaos.
Seriously, today was omfg tiring please.
First had P.E, Ran 8 rounds which was 2.4km.
Continuously. Yeap.
Then after that almost fainted.
Then continued with 5BX, which was like What the hell.
Then had NP after school.
The sun was Scorching hot man.
Sunburnt.
Had parade.
Whole body aching like shit.
After that still must do messing.
And tomorrow still got camp.
Must wake up at about 0545.am or so.
It's like wtf la.
My weekends i've been waiting for is all wasted on the camp.
Hopefully it'll turn out alright.
I guess..
Anyway, i'm frickin' tired.
SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS-LY TIRED !
ciaos.
It's like.
So sudden.
/ Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Believe it or not.
I'm actually muggin' for my Math test which is Omfg Tomorrow.
And i'm seriously trying to understand.
Cause, Mr long is someone very environmental.
Save paper and save notes -.-
Seriously. I'm gonna hire stephanie. Hahas.
I'm total Math idiot please.
Even Igy can prove it.
Well, i think he almost vomitted blood teaching me just now.
Hahas.
But yeaps, nevertheless, i understood part of it. Lol.
Now i'm trying to get Trigonometry formula into my head.
How i wish i'll wake up and become a prodigy in math.
Hahas.
Math will be the only U.G.L.Y grade in my CA report card.
I'll Ace my Science.
Yeaps. :D
Don't know why this year Math so lousy, Science so good.
Lol.
Oh well.
Gotta mug somemore.
Ciao.
MATH IS NOTHING BUT TORTURE.
I'm actually muggin' for my Math test which is Omfg Tomorrow.
And i'm seriously trying to understand.
Cause, Mr long is someone very environmental.
Save paper and save notes -.-
Seriously. I'm gonna hire stephanie. Hahas.
I'm total Math idiot please.
Even Igy can prove it.
Well, i think he almost vomitted blood teaching me just now.
Hahas.
But yeaps, nevertheless, i understood part of it. Lol.
Now i'm trying to get Trigonometry formula into my head.
How i wish i'll wake up and become a prodigy in math.
Hahas.
Math will be the only U.G.L.Y grade in my CA report card.
I'll Ace my Science.
Yeaps. :D
Don't know why this year Math so lousy, Science so good.
Lol.
Oh well.
Gotta mug somemore.
Ciao.
That's all we are.
Huh.
/ Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 10:38 PM
'Like a Fool, i Accepted Everything.'
It was Your decision alone.
Not Mine.
Another sucky day.
Initially thought it was gonna turn out alright.
But, oh well.
Failed Math test once again.
But improved by 2 marks. LOL~
My CA will be counting on this thurs's test.
Hmm. Was feeling rather pissed off.
Well, my bad.
Just feeling so emotional lately -.-
If you think i'm treating this like a frickin' game, you're wrong.
.
/ Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
Depression.
Sometimes.
I feel like i'm about to go crazy and bonkers.
Don't ask me why.
Just feel like it.
Bye.
Depression.
Sometimes.
I feel like i'm about to go crazy and bonkers.
Don't ask me why.
Just feel like it.
Bye.
/ Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
'I'm not of any Importance, so i don't matter. '
Been quite a sucky day.
Rained prob almost the whole day.
Didn't go anywhere fun.
So all the more.
So went home quite early.
I'm not really in the mood.
Seriously.
Yeah. S-uper sleepy.
You never fail to make my day.
Neither do you ever fail to make me go into depression.
I can't see the reason why.
If you love me, you wouldn't let me go.
Was it ever up to me to decide?
Nope.
I guess that explains it all.
Time won't salvage anything.
At least that's what you think.
I believed that the sun would shine again on us.
But now.
I find myself too naive.
What's the point.
What's the point..
What's the point of livin' in this world.
Full of crap.
I should have shot myself when i got the chance.
Because i don't think people like me, myself.
Deserve to be in this world.
When there are many people who are dying out there.
Wanting to be in my place, alive and kicking.
Well, i'm not exactly optimistic.
Nor am i that negative.
But god put me through all this.
Now, all i have to do is withstand.
But for how long?
That, i don't know.
As the saying goes:
'Love is like a mirror,
Don't try to pick up the broken pieces.
Because you'll only get hurt.'
But i don't mind picking up the pieces once again.
I don't mind getting hurt.
Or should i say, i've gotten used to it already.
Oh well.
Gotta turn in already.
Nights.
Mistakes.
You're not one of them.
/ @ 1:38 AM
出口:
红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间
把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐
却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后能往哪里走
/ @ 12:15 AM
Is this retribution?
It all seems so contradicting.
Oh well.
I'm superman what.
I'll save the day.
fcuk.
Is this retribution?
It all seems so contradicting.
Oh well.
I'm superman what.
I'll save the day.
fcuk.
