Hey peeps.

Well.

I'm not exactly in the mood to blog right now.

In fact.

I'm feeling all shitty right now.

Anyway.

Here's a pic when i was at the Animal Resort.

Dogs are loved.

Unlike humans.

That's a cross-breed.

Siberian Husky- German Shepherd.

Mum didn't allow me to keep one.

I was so dejected.

Now, 2 reasons.

I haven't done any homework since holiday started.

Done for.

Feel so effed up.

Seriously.

I wonder if you guys ever felt the feeling of:

' i hate you' and 'i love you' mixed together.

I'm feeling so stupid.

I wonder why i cry so easily over this.

It's not as if its the first time.

You know what's impressive about you?

You have the power to control my laughter.

And my tears.

Just a few words.

And 'wham' .

It all comes out.

Did i do a fabulous job holding in all my emotions for the past 5 months?

Did i cover up well enough?

Did i not give in long enough ?

Did i do anything wrong?

Don't mess around.

And don't say things as though they're so convenient.

Fine, do things your way.

Like you've ALWAYS did.

Because you never cared about who is worried about you.

You never ever did.

Don't give people false hope.

Seriously.

It'll only hurt even more.

Well, that's what you're capable of anyway.

I trusted you.

So much.