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/ Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 2:54 PM
I really don't know what you're thinking.
Rant at by mum like the friggin' whole day.
Life, i don't have one.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And i thought.
All i have to do was trust in you.
Things are really difficult for me right now.
My mum said it so clearly.
There's no use fighting for anything.
You know so clearly what her answer will be.
I really, don't understand.
I'm better off dead.
I'd rather die.
It's been friggin' one month plus already.
We're not movin' on.
Instead, we're just back to the start.
I seriously, don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I asked myself this question everyday, : How, what should i do?
At least, i'm going Genting this friday..
I won't be there for Project J.
Maybe, i just need some time alone.
Even if i go there, i'd just think about something else.
So might as well.
I'd like to say: Everything will be okay.
Everything will be alright.
Everything will go my way.
But i know that i'll just be lying to myself.
2 dates, i will have to be alone.
And even on my birthday, i have HRC.
Well, maybe it's for the best.
I really don't know what you're thinking.
Rant at by mum like the friggin' whole day.
Life, i don't have one.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And i thought.
All i have to do was trust in you.
Things are really difficult for me right now.
My mum said it so clearly.
There's no use fighting for anything.
You know so clearly what her answer will be.
I really, don't understand.
I'm better off dead.
I'd rather die.
It's been friggin' one month plus already.
We're not movin' on.
Instead, we're just back to the start.
I seriously, don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I asked myself this question everyday, : How, what should i do?
At least, i'm going Genting this friday..
I won't be there for Project J.
Maybe, i just need some time alone.
Even if i go there, i'd just think about something else.
So might as well.
I'd like to say: Everything will be okay.
Everything will be alright.
Everything will go my way.
But i know that i'll just be lying to myself.
2 dates, i will have to be alone.
And even on my birthday, i have HRC.
Well, maybe it's for the best.
Stay my Baby.
